Tears dried, Heart died.

Give it a shot,

2009-02-02T04:21:00.003+08:00

As it's already so late, she sent me this picture so as to sum up the whole day.

This was taken when i was at The Cage playing soccer with numboys.

Had a terrible time playing, as my thigh hurts like mad.

I still thought that i tore my thigh muscle but its getting better already so its not.

Nonetheless, i still manage to score alot. Even though i havnt been playing since 10 mths ago.( that explains my thigh ache).

Before that, i went to gym with her.

Just the two of us.

And her MRT brought her from waringinpark to lowerdelta in less than 15 minutes wow.

isn't it obvious she came by cab-.-

So she went to gym with me, spend 5mins on the threadmill, 10mins doing weights and she sit there like a tua bei gong, people-watch.

And yet she dare say that she wants to come to gym, not becos she wants to see me heheh.

After 2 hrs of cage(supposed to be 4hrs), we went to Kallang leisure park to have Sushi which sucked to the max.

Nihon mura, right?

Just suck, form atmosphere to price to food.

Then we went over to Bugis for L4D which we didn't play for a long time.

spend an hour and a half trying to complete to fucking Bloodharvest final stage which we failed becos of the fucking tanker, thrice.

But we get to know that we could download L4D through bittorrent and then play using garena hahah isn't that great!

althou playing alone at home would be kinda freaky, with the witch's crying coming out from the com.

She went home by cab, and i went to celebrate Kumar's 24th bday ahhaha!

We ate, den we went to the neighbourhood to chill and they talk about sex and prostitutes after one old malay uncle brought 3 magazines consisting photoshoots of naked japanese women.

Came home, played dota with her and Bng and we end the game in 33mins and i got 22-2 oh yeah.

She was very happy becos Bng and her finally got better.

Althou they are just bestfriends, their problems seems to be occuring more often than a couple.

HAHAHA.

So now im done blogging, and the big-fat-girl is still typing her ass off since dunno how long ago sigh.

Work tmr 12-5, as usual, pontank school.

After that would be movie?

Then will start studying for my upcoming exams ):

I dunno how i'll fare this sem, but i promise next year will be different, even if it means that i have to retake alot of modules sigh.

And im always thinking of my future, what i want to be and blah blah.

Yet to no avail.

i'm clueless about it.

anw see! im back to blogging, isnt that good! hahahah!

Can we be like this, even if we're in a rship?

Every kisses, every hugs, gives me warmth and love.

Althou what we did today is almost the same as any other day, but the feeling within,

seems to be different.

Dont you dare say that you didn't enjoy today, cause i did.

I wanto be with you, in a rship, yet spending everyday like how we did today.

what's missing then?

Can we finish what we started, cause i do love you alot.

i have photographs and memories of the times.

2009-02-01T03:13:00.007+08:00

"I know I shouldve spend more time.
That was my mistake.
Girl I don't wanna change your mind,
But before you go,
Just know that, I wasn't tryna push you away.
All I ever wanted, was you to stay.
And before you up and leave,
I just need you to see.
Losing you was not a part of the plan,
Know that, I wasn't tryna push you away.
And before you go Just let me say,
I'm sorry I could'nt be that boy.
But please believe,
All I wanted was... all I wanted was to be your man."

Kissing is supposed to be a form of expressing love.
Hugging is a form of appreciation.
Then, does this mean that,
we were just kissing for the sake of kissing, hugging for the sake of hugging lately?

I remember the first time we kissed, was two years back.
It was so long ago but i still can vividly remember how wide your smile was, on the cold bus ride.
We felt that the world consisted only the two of us, and as if we were an item back then.
Why, its a different thing now?

We used to be able to go anywhere in Singapore yet boredom will never ever occur.
Tampines, bedok, Jurong and anywhere, we dated everywhere and we'll be so excited about it.
but lately, we'll always have disagreements on where to go.
and dating starts to be something we dread.

And because of what we went through together before, we always thought that this rship will last, just like this.
We came together, yet didn't manage to fit into each others' lives.
We came, and we changed it.
that should'nt be the case.
why?
why can't we really put our hearts into trying to be together.

Are you willing to spend 5 minutes to think about it?
We are always doing what you wanto do, and not mine.
what time to sleep, what time to wake, where to go and where to eat.
we meet your friends so often compared to meeting my friends, and whereever we did, you will be bored, sian blah blah blah.
and when i wanna meet my friends you'll say i priortise them over you.

im not saying that i've got no faults, just that you didn't thought of what you did before you pin point my faults.
Very often, i find myself having alot of thoughts inside of me whenever we quarrel.
becos i dun have anyone to talk to, i dont seek a listening ear from my friends, these thoughts just accumulate.
Not that i didnt wanto say, just that they will be stashed somewhere deep inside of me whenever we're happy.

life's been boring, mundane.
It's just your house, friends, dota.
Computer is a addiction.
Apparently, we'll rather lose each other than to lose our computers.

however, i do admit that i've changed.
sometimes i just doesnt wana care.
sometimes i just feel frustrated over little nonchalant things you do.
sometimes im petty and angry over irritating actions that you do repeatedly
sometimes im pissed off by how messy and dependant you are on others.
i was never like this..
never felt like this before..
perhaps,i need you to be able to look deep within me and understand how i feel.
I even want you to be me, and i be you, so that we can understand better.
i know it's hard, mayb impossible.
that is why i didn't mention it to you.
but still, i really had put my heart down, to settle down with you.
stability didn't come by i guess.

Maybe it's time...
It's time to say goodbye again.
for this is the only time we can judge, whether this rship is worth keeping.
it's weird, on how i always miss you whenever we're apart while quarreling,
how i wanted you to be here or having myself over at waringinpark right away.
But this... sigh.
if we can never cherish and appreciate one another, mayb it's best we live our lives alone.
mayb we might even feel better being alone than in a rship that is not what you want.

goodnight, i hope you'll feel great tmr.
And i would rather you be happier than me even when this ends.
Glad to have you in a big chapter of my life.
Thanks babe, thanks.

Back.

2008-12-20T23:06:00.003+08:00

Been a long time since i last blogged, like 2 weeks?
Like i mentioned before, i've been staying at WaringinPark for straight dunno-how-manydays.
Yet tonight im spending my time at home, alone, while the fattybombom girlfriend is at chalet right now.
(Hope she behaves herself..)

Nothing excited or interesting happen lately, nothing much to blog about as usual.
Havent been gyming and bballing since accident.
however, this week, i started again.
Gyming is still fine, managed to carry the same amount of weights like before.
Just that the aches lasted 3-4 days -.-
Bball, z.
Sucks like shit?
constant training is really essential for sports like bball.
shooting, running, stamina, accuracy, all gone.
all i do is, eat work sleep game and chantellequek.
yeah its a pretty life like this i know, but somehow i've to start catching up with all the things i've missed.
i have to start managing time wisely, cos project are due soon, not that im gna contribute alot but still...

Christmas is coming !
And yes ive already receive one gift.
its from... chantemama!
she went to LA few weeks back and is so nice as to bring a christmas gift back from LA.
And she passed it to me and chante few days back, guess what is it?

COACH wallets.
COACH for christmas.
wow. probably the most expensive christmas gift i've ever receieved.
Very thankful that chantemama doesnt detest me and treated me so nicely (:
unlike that fattybombom.
i dont like her today ):
esp the morning, den the evening, leaving me alone even thou i took sat off for her, not sending in schedule for work.
):

im going off now, staying at home with no fattybombom over at the other end webcaming me sucks like shit.
tmr still need to workkkkkkkk!!!!

Lastly, BIKE GOT PROBLEM AGAIN KNNCCBKKJ
$$$ Gone soon ok byebye.

when you needed somebody.

2008-12-02T23:28:00.005+08:00

@#$%^&*(

Blog's dead.

been staying over with deargirl at Waringinpark11 for the past 10days++
waking up to her smell, her voice, her face, her touch.
probably one of the many things i wana do for the rest of my life.

and thats the reason why i didnt blog regularly as well.
whenever she's around me i dowan to blog, rather waste some time with her.

but today we'll not be spending the night together.
she's with hua mel flip ( i think )
so imma sleep early so as to attend school
and i will attend school more regularly from now on.

For people who have been great students for all their life, making parents happy and worry-less for the whole education route, how does it feels like, for the first time, when ur mum will cry for you, becos she is so worried of your education.

i feel so down, never felt like this before.
for the first time, i feel that having an education is so stressful.
for the first time, i feel that i can't manage my own stuffs already.
ah, just so happen that everytime i blog, i aint in the best mood, not becos i just wanto blog about my sad encounters only.

school aside, there's still something i feel so disappointed about.
it's not you it's me, there is why i feel so bothered, and down.

holiday's coming, i hope i can be happy then.
and i fucking need more cash for christmas and birthday and anniversary.
time to work.
at the same time, i hope deargirl will be able to start work soon too.

because she doesnt want to put the bimbo song in her blog, i will.
at least for a period of time (:

can you hurry !

2008-11-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

Im at Waringinpark lvl 3 waiting for the girl to come home.
she promised to be home before 10pm and now its 9.56pm.
she lied to me.
she went to fling.
im hungry and she's supposed to buy me food.
she said 8pm start, 9pm end, travel back at 10pm.
but it's not happening already.
becos she didnt even call me or text me which me she is still training as the silver skater with jing.
i am not very pleased.
not at all.
you better come back now.
if not im going home.
im going to fling.
you bubuchacha bye bye i go find xiangwei play dota alr.

love you (:

ps: our scars are healing ~ i love peeling the skins off hehehe.

bad day.

2008-11-24T10:17:00.003+08:00

the night was ending and we were gna travel home for a good rest, when something happened.
i could have took the chinatown route back home instead of the AYE tunnel.
just that there are so many traffic lights which pisses me off, on top of the bike which i felt it was problematic as it wasn't of the same feeling and performance since day1.

i turned my head to talk, to laugh with baby.
the moment i turn my head back, i realised that i was approaching a bend at a pretty fast speed.
i could have do a cornering with the bike, as usual, to go through the bend.
but i saw the road was very dusty, sandy, therefore i straightened my bike up, and braked immediately.
but it was too late, we were almost going to bang into the side curb, therfore i tried to swerve.
the next moment, i was on the ground, being drag a metre or two by the bike, i rmb that i've tilt my head away from the ground so as to prevent my head from hitting the road.
and i used my arms to support my body, away from the road.
with left leg pinned under the bike, i looked back and saw baby sitting in the middle of the road.
and fucking taxi behind horned at her.
so i get up regardless of the pain, and went towards her to carry her to the side.
she was crying, scared.
she was calling everyone she knows, so as to get distracted.
nobody helped, all the cars just went by, until the 5th or 6th car who stopped behind us and offered help.
she hit her head, as she didnt strapped her helmet.
she had bruises on the back,both knees as she was flung out of the bike.
i had abrasions on my left arms, and left legs.
she was worst off than me, of course.

i picked up the heavy bike myself so as to not block other vehicle.
and we were sent to hospital by the man who helped us, along with his family.
police came and luckily we left first, if not i would have gotten $200 summon and 6 demerit point.
bike was towed to the nearest carpark, and my friend retrieved it that night.
he repaired the bike for me too, and fascinating, my bike wasnt in bad shape.

seeing baby badly injured, i felt so fucking guilty, that i cried.
and i promised to ride safely from now on, and i will give my total concentration whenever i ride.
we were considered lucky, to get away with just abrasions.
though she had got dizziness last night, due to the bump on her head.
and i had a fever of 38.7 degrees which lasted for 4 hrs due to infection of my wounds(i supposed-.-)

and to baby, i just want you to know that im so so sorry about that.
it wasn't intentional and i will never ever hurt u again.
you were strong that night, really.
and i love you for being so forgiving, always.
im sorry for all those hurtful words whenever we quarrel too.
now i will cherish u alot alot more, for i had already experience the fear of losing you.
i wil be here with you, okay?

so now im at bishan library, waiting for her to have her job training.
therefore imma do my project which is dued tmr -.-
and i would'nt be riding anytime soon.

and oh before i forget, would like to thanks baby friends namely jing hua mel philip alvin for rushing down thou they have other plans.
i believed that their presence and concern made both of us stronger that night.
so, thanks.
not forgetting my best friend, kumar, who came even thou he was slping half way, and retrieving my bike from outram park, where he walked half hour over from his house.
thanks so much, this kind of friends are hard to come by, dont you agree. (:

what you should know.

2008-11-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

firstly, my smiley(you know the web that pierced through) BROKE !
can you believe it, its just one fucking month and it BROKE !
so now i dont have a web but some how i prefer my smile with teeths now hehe.

Secondly, i towwed my bike !
but luckily no big deal so i have my bike back now.
just that i left it at bugis, for one cold and lonely night );

thirdly, i have to start to go school already, careperson call to gan me alr.
tmr still need to go meet her, kana lecture-.-
not that i dowan to go just that im too used to sleeping late waking up late.
sigh, 8 weeks more and im moving on.
bear with it man!
and babygirl please encourage me more and not discourage okayyyyyyy!

lastly, Jing's chalet is coming im pretty excited, not as excited as babygirl, just pretty.
but i have to go school the next day therefore i can't stayover ):
school's at night but MAYBE, i can dont sleep then go over to sentosa at night.
just that, most of the time when i do that, one hour before i have to leave i will find excuses for myself to rest, then sleep, then not going school):
i have 9 fucking projects this sem, 4 individual and 5 projects.
tests and exams aside ):
friday have accountings test and im not studying yet, i will only get my notes tmr.
sigh, the first time i fucking skippppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp school.
(notice the long skip?)

and now, i gta go, prata with lovergirl, den come back, do some research and work, den 3 with her tonight.
4th storey at waringinpark tonight is empty.
we rock.

2008-11-18T01:10:00.000+08:00

We're gonna be so much better this time round'
Nothing's gonna stop us
We're made for this

love,
your baby

Before i met you.

2008-11-16T02:22:00.002+08:00

Just in case I never see your face again,
Just in case the worst was meant to happen.
Just in case tomorrow never come there is something you should know.
I've given you every bit of the man I am,
I know at times it wasn't pretty but it was all I had,
I never held back not one lil bit and the world can attest to this.

Girl if I died tonight before I awake,
Know that you touched my life in oh so many ways .

Our 8th.

2008-11-12T00:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTH MY DEAR GIRL!

Hey darling you know we've been together for 8 months already!
Along with the official ending of the o'sfuckinglevel, isnt that great!

(she stopped sharing pictures she took with me already so i dont have any new pictures to post, so blame her for this wordy post!)

I really feel that im sucha a lucky bastard, to have a pretty&sweet&fun girlfriend like you.
That is why we've been spending so MUCH time together yet we're still asking for more.
I know, just like any couples out there, we do quarrel.
but when we quarrel, we would often inflict so much hurt with words that we don't mean, especially me.
I'm sorry for those times okay darling, i'll try my best to change as well.
But have to admit that, we do love 4-2-3 after that quarrel dont you think hehe!

Due to your o's level, we haven't been able to celebrate all the monthly-togetherness, therefore we did promise that we'll celebrate the 8th do you remember?
i'll still fulfil that promise, although it's not gonna be some superdupergrand celebration la.
And starting tmr 1pm, im all yours okay !

imma call you now, we'll talk on the phone ogay!
rather than keeping you waiting on the other side while i blog hehe.

i'll stick with you,
for as long as you want me to.

We're gonna change

2008-11-08T22:35:00.003+08:00

been a long time since i last post, because....
im lazy.
Not that im saying im not lazy anymore, just that i've got nthg much interesting to do now therefore im gna post, with no pictures hahah.

Anyway, O's over!
Babygirl is so damn happy and free, she's out almost every night.
Life before o's end were like, she's by my side every minute of the day.
We see each other almost everyday.
Now that it's over, she'll start to have fun, work, shop, and everything else.
not that it's a bad thing, just that im not used to it ):
everything just changed, so suddenly...
now that she's out with her friends, i can't even hear her voice and see her msgs anymore ):
Been staying at WaringinPark since monday night, but tonight imma start to get used to my own bed without someone trying to kick me down the bed.

ah, im off to do my homework alr.
Dear wrist, please get well soon, i needa hit the gym already, so stop hindering me.

but somehow, i believed that this change will definitely be a good thing for us.
Have fun tonight, dear girl.
love you~

My dick.

2008-11-01T03:14:00.003+08:00

Aint this song cool!
in harold and kumar the movie hahaha.

anyway the movie is damn nice la srsly.
k im off to dota byebye~

lyrics:

My dick cost a late night fee
Your dick got the HIV
My dick plays on the double feature screen
Your dick went straight to DVD
My dick bigger than a bridge
Your dick look like a little kids
My dick rush like the chargers (the whole team) Your shit look like you fourteen
My dick locked in a cage (right)

Your dick suffer from stage fright
My dick so hot its stolen
Your dick look like Gary Coleman
My dick pink and big
Your dick stinks like shit
My dick got a caesar doo,
Your dick needs a tweezer dude
My dick is like supersize
Your dick look like two fries

My dick more mass than the Earth
Your dick half staff (it needs work)
My dick been there done that
Your dick sits there with dunce cap
My dick, V.I.P. Your shit needs I.D.

It's time that we let the world know Dude,
you gotta let your girl go
D.S. is the best in the business
P.s. we got dicks like Jesus

My dick need no introduction
Your dick don't even function
My dick served a whole lunch-in
Your dick, it look like a munchkin
My dick size of a pumpkin
Your dick look like Macauley Culkin
My dick good good lovin'
Your dick good for nothin'

My dick bench pressed 350
Your dick couldn’t shotlift at thrifty
My dick pretty damn skimpy
Your dick hungry as a hippy
My dick don't fit down the chimney
Your dick is like a kid from the Philippines
My dick is like an M16
Your dick, broken vending machine
My dick parts the seas
Your dick farts and quiefs

My dick rumble in the jungle
Your dick got touched by your uncle
My dick goes to yoga
Your dick fruit roll up
My dick grade a beef
Your dick made a geek
My dick sick and dangerous
Your dick quick and painless
My dick 'nuff said.
Your dick loves sweat .

2008-10-26T21:01:00.002+08:00

2nd <3

okay i dno what im doing but baby ask me to act mighty.

We are at Mac's again, and she's mugging so hard for her humans not becos she love the subjects, but becos 9more days and o's end!

im pretty happy as well, cos' i need not sit my ass here at mac praying that the connection for the com will work (most of the time didnt work).

So consider today a lucky day.

We slept at 7am an woke at 4pm.

Since then, she's been studying im so proud of her!

i went yishun to install lights on my bike and came back 2 hrs later damn.

Now my bike is more lovely alr heh.

havent been gyming for 2 weeks alr, cos my left wrist injured.

hurry recover !

if not i'll go to visit the chinese doctor alr.

im a fat bitch alr ):

so now, im going to watch "wanted" and "kungfu panda"

so goodbye, babies~

cute righttttttt i noe !
<3

Kawasaki KRR !!

2008-10-19T03:00:00.002+08:00

Hohoho i got my license on thurs, make my license on friday,
scout bike, buy bike, get bike on sat!!!
kinda suay but lucky.
suay, is becos the bike i wanted, xr125, had only one 2nd hand in singapore ):
and when i went over, the shop tried to carrot me, cheat me, lucky i have two experience around.
what more, is that the bike,cui like hell.
so we left the shop, while i felt pretty despair.

we went to the shop where my two friends got their bikes from,
and concidentally, the same sales man served them, and he served me too.
pretty honest malaysian chap, easy bargain and all.
but there's no xr125, and i was attracted to a nicely done up KRR.
i know KRR gonna be more expensive in term of maintenance, fuel, and even bike price.
but what to do, as long as i like it i want it.
so i bought it, and was told i could get it on monday, or today.
gancheong spider, i wanted the bike today.
was pretty scared when first travelled on road, but after that.... (STORY CONT AT WWW.DATINGCUPID.BLOGSPOT.COM)

so imma happy boy, need not take bus mrt or walk anymore hooray!
and my gf sucks big time whenever she's apart from me.
but i still love her alot, thou she dropped me bike on my first day when she tried it.
i didnt get angry, HONESTLY.
so... so... so...
i have a bike now?

okay imma go research more on this bike.
so buhbye, blog other day.

On the roaddddddd~

2008-10-17T01:28:00.003+08:00

Hi i've passed my TPtest wooohoooo.
I got my license!!!!!
so im gonna sort my financial stuffs and hopefully get the bike on sunday or so from this private seller.

Okay this is not the coolest class2b bike on earth but becos of the things i need in a vehicle, this is the best haha.
it can be modded till much cooler so imma do that.
No more BMW(busMrtWalk), gagaga.

gonna dota, so adios.

Holidays ending!

2008-10-15T21:18:00.002+08:00

Mac session:

Tomorrow, 16 october.
Start of Baby's O lvl, and my long awaited 2nd attempt of TP test.
i must must must pass if not baby's gna break up with me hahahahaha.
Gonna get the bike within a week too, too eager alr BTH.

and damn, holidays ending soon.
i dowan school to start, 9weeks of holidays jitao no mood for school althou its at sentosa and it's 3 busstop away from my house!

Anw, been staying over at WaringinPark for str8 3 days. hugging my plushy toy to sleep hoho.
We're hoping that o's will end soon so that we'll have more nights like this, literally living together.

P/s: she's burying her head into SS and didnt care about me at all ):

But thats a good thing okay !
i pray that she will do damn well for her o's, for tmr's science practical, thou she doesnt seem to remember all her bubu knowledge.

Gotta go, prison break episode 8 this week never come out !
becos they telecast baseball match like WTF?!
whatever.

don't care.

2008-10-13T02:09:00.003+08:00

when i am so fucking frustrated, getting my phone calls kup, and msgs not being sent becos the phone sucks, i almost throw the fucking phone down the window.
but to think of it, what for?

So don't wait,for someone to tell you it's too late.
Cause these are the best days.

Seventh month!!!!!

2008-10-11T21:07:00.006+08:00

In a few hours time it will be our 7 month darling!
we've been together for 200+ days and we're still loving it, apart from those bickers and quarrels and fights.
I really love life like this, having you in my arms every night, waking up and see you looking back at me with groggy eyes in the morning, followed by a big fat kiss.
Just wanto let you know that, i love you alot.
Even if somethings i could nver do, or somethings that i'm bad in comparison with some other people.

This would probably be the most boring monthly anniversary ever.
Becos o's sucha bitch, and baby's trying to kill the skanky slut.
But i guess the fight would only be over in november.
She's been studying 7 hours daily hor, and i believe she always would tell people that she never study at all, not becos she wants to stun them during results day, but she is still not confident of her knowledge.
But i do know that she will definitely do damn well.
We're officially sick of the smell of Macdonald, makes us feel like puking srsly.
(but i still love my double cheeseburger cos' it tastes good, and my Meemacmeal.)
To come to think of it, it's actually good, cos' we'll both slim down becos the smell of macdonald's spoil our appetite heh.

P/s: i fucking hate my tummy now but i'll cut it away soooooooon!

anyway she's kinda turn on when she concentrate on her studies.

hi baby girl, i love you mwa mwa mwa!

Maybe, you don't know how much you meant to me.
Maybe, i doesn't show how much i love you.
Just wanto say that, you're sucha smiling sweetheart.
You're already a part of me, if you still don't know.

(the next time you look up i'll plant a fat kiss on you lips i swear, time now: 9.20pm)

Lastly, 11pm come soon cos' i've been sitting here doing basically nothing since 6pm.
11pm means home sweet home and dota FTW.
and my gf is the best girly-dota-player ever, SA own like mad ohmigoshxzzxz. <3

Life together for 7fucking days.

2008-10-08T18:26:00.002+08:00

i'm currently so damn sad...
really..
becos of babygirl again.

Cos' we're not gna spend tonight together, not anymore ):
t's been 7days and she has become part of my everyday life.
and TONIGHT WE'RE GONNA BE APART ......

a week of sleeping at 6am waking at 4pm,
a week of study at mac den going home to dota,
a week of late night or morning hook ups
a week of cuddling each other to bed.
a week of the sight of kpgirl, brushing her teeth while kping,
a week of her hogging the bathroom,
a week of...
(whatelse?)
ah whatever it is, point is, i havent get enuff of her.
As long as we're not quarreling, she's one sweetstuff.
i love her till kpkb nnb.

and we're at mac again, and im gna gym again, she WILL miss me i know...
right anot lovergirl, stop peeping the com and giggle nehneh.

<3

sky high.

2008-10-07T03:59:00.000+08:00

Oops we did it again.

(:

6 days together.

2008-10-07T02:31:00.002+08:00

we spent 6 days tgt, no really.
together in the sense that we sleep with each other every night.
alternating between lowerdelta and wariginpark.
we sleep at 7am and wake up at 5pm almost daily.
everyday had been like this, i play game/watch movie while she study/digress.
kinda unhealthy eh, but o's coming what to do.
im giving all my time to this QT.

and gah, she's angry becos of Aegis.

nthg much happened this days, just hope that o's will pass by quickly and pls pls pls let me get my license this time round.
i'll pray hard haha.
and theres gona be a tournament on 20th to 24th oct.
look at me, how can i play -.-
kinda sad, regret not gng training for 9weeks.

im gone, cos qt wont study on her own so i have to kaopei her again
byebye!

SMILEY

2008-10-04T01:28:00.002+08:00

hihi here's my smiley and that blue ringstud i just bought today at $18buckaroos supposed to have a ball at the center but knnccbkkjnnb i dropped it into the sink while i tried to fix it on.
damn damn damn sad.
but nvm, tmr gna get gold ring from gayfriend.
still, sad.
damn gaowei la the smiley without ball.

went training today, its was pretty great.
becos it's been a long time since i last see them.
however, i suck at bball.
life's no fun anymore whenever im on the court.
and a five-day asia pacific tournament is coming yet i suck shitxzz.
leg cui, stamina cui...
hi, im cuiboy (:

currently at BM mac again; chante's third house.
its freaking cold over here it feels like we're in LA.
heh, and i've got nthg to do again.
we're pretty tired tonight therefore she decided to study only 3hours.
12am-3am, den we're gna go home!
we've been spending 4 consecutive days tgt!
How nice, and i love her alot thou i hate her sometimes ._.

Bike test is coming alr!
And baby's is excited becos jing's chipmunk is taking bike license too so she think nxt time we can all go riding tgt.
so, i will not fail again !
tmd, and i hate CDC.
pls dont go CDC to take whichever license, they suck.
heh but pray that i'll pass.
16oct!

alright im going to read archies so goodbye baby.
i love my QT too.
we're gna have fun later~

2008-10-03T01:02:00.002+08:00

Firstly, let me thank QT for changing my blogskin, heh.

And and, yeah i got my smileypiercing out of impulse. srsly is impulse.
ytd talked about it and today went.
the fucker damn cb, nver gimme gargle alcohol therefore when he pierce, its damn pain la.
and he doesnt have a standard smiley stud so he bend a barbell to substitute.
but it was $10 bucks cheaper den other shops.
and now its not painful alr so tmr imma change to ring stud.

QT and i are currently at bukit merah macdonalds, since 9pm.
and she's been studying since then.(apart from all the digress...)
She's super irritating when she gets bonk bonk becos of chemistry zzz.
and its so cold over here and im wearing a singlet and she doesnt even wants to hug me!
so what i can do now is to dl movies and watchhhhhhhhh.
guess we'll leave here arnd 4am...

tmr im going back to tagawa training and damn it, im sure i'll die.
out of gas, lack of power and blah blah.
aiya, this kinda things ah....
tmr den say la!

and i love my baby alot, 7months coming real soon!!!!
unbelievable.
she's a cute stuff.
cute plushtoy heh.

im gone, and finally im gonna update my template, and link a few of baby's friends.
bye bye babies.

The stranger that was you.

2008-10-01T00:28:00.007+08:00

After hearing stories from friends, im so glad that i have you, baby.

Guilty, because i have so much from you, yet i didnt really cherish them at first.
The things you gave in this rship, it's the things that others wished for.
I cared too much about how i feel and how i used to be when i was alone.
How could i forget that, to be in love you have to give up on some things which you used to have when you're single.
For instance, time, time for you to do your own stuffs.
To come to think of it, if that is something we really need, we would'nt have the urge and need to have someone here to be with you, spending a chapter of your life together with you.
To weigh, which is more important?
i guess the answer is pretty obvious.

Im sure that i did learn alot from this rship, seeing things in the correct way.
And now i'm clear that, some things are worth sacrificing in return of love.
True love, is hard to come by.
A girl who love you alot, is harder to come by.
A girl who love you alot and you feel the same way towards her, is the hardest to come by.

So baby, i really need to thank you, for this 7 months.
i've never been happier.
i'm sure you will be with me for a pretty long time, am i right?
i love you, really do.

Sidenote: i gained 2fuckingKGs zz.
and.....

HAPPY CHILDREN DAY WOOHOOOOO!
DOESNT AFFECT ME THOU ):

(edited)And baby said im her children becos i will say "************"
whenever we're *********

2008-09-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

im waiting for baby to finish bathing smelly QT.
we spent 72hrs tgt hugging, slapping each other asses(literally).
we spent two nights sleeping tgt at lowerdelta.
she studied 7hrs a day for the past few days.
She's gna come over at 7am again, and we're gna spend tmr together again.

---

gna start gyming alot, starting tmr.
3days a week is so not enuff..
and recently, really no mood to blog, not that theres nthg do, but im lazy to.
theres alot things that happened the last few days, outings and fun and alot more.
but somehow, i cant rmb clearly, so im not gna blog about it hahahaha.
im lazy to post pictures too becos QT always post them before me, or rather, ppl read her blog more often therefore i'll leave this job to her la hur.
o's coming in 20days, my tp test too.
and knnccbkkjnnb if i fail again i tell u, i'll burn CDC i swear.

okay she's bathing so fucking long.
okay she's done so im off byebye, cos BLOG is not as important as CHANTELLE.
but CHANTELLE, DO YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO?
BLOG MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME RIGHT !!!!!!!
I KILL YOU!!!!

anyway... im getting lazier, becos she influenced me tmdddd.

Put your swords away,

2008-09-26T03:53:00.003+08:00

Baby I'm so sorry for getting angry with you over that issue is cos of my PERIOD LOR I hate it I hate it and I wish u had it too! And thanks for buying pad for me later hehehehe and I'm going to be spending the night with u are u happy I'm going to study for 6 hours straight know! Waiting for u to end training is going to bbbbbbbboring but it's going to make up for last night okay (-: LUV U QT!

2008-09-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

pictures later, (waiting for QT to send)
words first.

Today's a sleazy day for me, wake up with a headache along with a irritating pain in the ass trying to wake me up, again.
yes baby came over again gosh i love her many many.
Then she managed to wake me up only after 1hr(?)
Infantsorrow-ed, dota-ed till 6pm becos she's so unhappy with her vengefulspirit ..
Finally, travelled to Macs and she started studying!
She's pretty hardworking today, except for a lil digression, and going bonksssss due to emaths.
(WHAT'S NEW?)
but yea, the kick to study finally sarged her haha.
and i as a bf, promised not to work and try to tutor her, or at least accompany her for the last 3 weeks.
(sorry QT, for this week...)

And oh, i played psp, combatarms on lappy there, and 3hrs just passed by like that, LIKE THAT!
Skipped gym today becos was tired, (:
and yea im fat and lazy i've got a tummy alr (:
^$&*#^#&

Stayed over QT's house on tues, and we had part 1 at midnight, part 2 at dawn.
how nice! i like it~~
heh, pretty QT is GROWING!
seriously, in every aspects.

And im gna combat arms soon, QT gna study soon!
Anway anyone play combat arms?
its like a... Counterstrike thingy but more fun.
ah, whatever.

i shall continue part 2 later(HOPEFULLY),
Tmr is payday + free havanianas trekking day.

2008-09-17T01:05:00.006+08:00

hi hi been kinda lazy lately, therefore i'll just have photos spam to sum up the pass few days.

We are happy people recently except for some attitude problem shit.
We went shopping, pizzahut, pasta, manhattan fish market, more shopping, and the best is,
3D2N at Waringinpark11 sleeping with beloved CQ in my arms every night at 5am.
Heh heh ...

We went out today as a geeky couple, oversized specs with black and white clothes.
Bugis is actually a nice place to shop right baby, and i kinda made her addicted to "trying" out clothes.
i can nver believe any girl in the world wouldnt love shopping hahahaha.
Haji lane was redundant because our legs were giving way alr therefore we went there just for pluckicecream and we return back to bugis for dota.
After that, she wanted a LOMANTIC walk from bugis to Central, and we did.
in the end we were sweaty zz.
Met up with the clique along with her, she click rather fine rightttttt just that this horny girl acted shyxzzxzxz infront of them, doesnt wants to take photo with me when they are around -.-

after o's, our daily lives will be like today righttt.
i love this, make us both feel so loved and happy.
so baby girl pls start studying for real and 30 days to pwning o's dick.
you can do it!
and and... can you move house? to somewhere nearer . . .
cabfare is $16 buckaroossssssss each time i miss the last train and bus -.-

And lastly, i have to say that my girl is talented in drawing/editing photos, therefore i asked her to take up design courses or even entering NAFA.
its true, she's talented in drawing...

If this can make you happy, WHY NOT!

2008-09-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

okay im abit slow but i have to say that HEROES is nice!
im like at.. episode 13 of season one only.
its so interesting but i still like my prison break more !
season 4 stuck at episode 2 i hope the next episode will come out fast hahaha.
thanks baby for constantly trying to convince me to watch just one episode of heroes and gah,
now its gonna consume alot of my time.
i'll wait for you to watch together okayyyy thou u watch before alr -.-

haven been gyming.
like, once a week.
can see significant difference and im so fucking unhappy sigh.
been eating, not exercising.
and apparently i gave up basketball alr
i've quited tagawa, the club that i've been in for 5 yrs.
becos i could'nt find any motivation anymore.
as the next level will be men's open.
and what, 1.65m guy trying to play in men's open.
yea many ppl say i can make it, but i dont think i can.
therefore, i'll play bball for leisure.
at least, i dont have to commit time for trainings anymore.
kinda sad, but still thankful that i'm in that one and only club which is so recognised, recognised as a strong team which is very disciplined.
the lull period after o's really is a killer.
if i had continue training, i think i would have achieved a better result during this yr's tournament.
and i didnt join tp's bball team becos i was lazy.
regret, sigh.
but what's done been done.
it's over.
time to let go of this 10yrs of strong passion.
i love this sport, i did.

currently i'm very attached to gfCQ, think she felt the same way too.
im pretty sure that she's obsessed with my smell, and she loves to sleep right next to me at night thus she can't stop feeling unhappy each time i didnt wanto stay over.
heh heh(trying to make her miss me).
but yea, we've been slping so damn late and waking so damn early,
that we both isnt feeling very healthy these days.
stil, im going to pick her up tmr.
then we'll go tan/gym as tmr's the last day of prelims.
which oso means that, o's coming, o's ending!
i WILL force you to study, baby.

pretty lazy for pictures, and we didnt have much pictures these days.
i promise, we will take more pictures okay baby.
im off to watch hero, sayonara~

deep in love.

2008-09-06T20:29:00.002+08:00

okay baby is kinda pissed off again becos of the fucking history text book she's been reading.
Anw, she's great today, didnt play dota, resist temptation!
she is STILL studying while i've dota 5 matches.
imma watch prison break 4 online nowwww!

today is lowerdelta day.
We slept at 7am and woke at 3pm hahaha.
saved pretty much money these days.
but she's leaving soon ):
see see, she angru again.

both days was raining cats and dogs and its definitely a nice weather to stay home.
we like the sound of raindrops heh.

yea we almost lost it.
baby, hope that you know whenever we quarrel, harsh words were just out of impulse.
it was never true.
we detest each other to the core whenever we quarrel.
i just want to let you know that, lets not quarrel anymore babe.
at least, minimise.
becos whenever we're not quarreling, you're a lovely girl.
i love you.

2008-09-05T17:12:00.003+08:00

currently feeling down again.

constantly having to stand the unhappiness of being blamed for every single thing.
i'm tired, yet again.
each time i sleep i just hope i wont ever wake up during times like this.
this kinda situations are so draining.
at the end of the r/s, i guess u wont ever see those times i tried and i do.
and will continue saying " you didnt even try, you didnt even do this or do that for me"

everyone is different.
i can't be like him, you can't be like any other girl.
thats the fucking fact.

2008-09-03T00:50:00.002+08:00

FOR...

hihi so i've sold my Lg viewty $300 buckaroos and bought samsung i780 for $370 !

this phone is so cool, i like it~

okay nuff, so im here at waringin park again, this time feeling so fatigue.

i might fall aslp soon as i've just finish one campaign of medal of honor heroes 2.

and sister just got Nintendo DS i think the game is cool thou its girly, i would'nt mind bringing both DS and PSP out heh.

alright alright, haven been gyming becos babypig keep ask me, "after o's together la~"

its tempting but. . . alright man im tempted.

tmr will be gyming and her study day, we will keep to this plan.

im going to dota since she's "piercings obsessed."

i hope that she'll cry on thursday and come running to me crying, saying that she regretted her nape piercing hahahah!

adios papi~

2008-09-01T01:17:00.003+08:00

Falling in love is difficult.
But we have to be in love, to see the wonders in life.

yea you, chantellequek, you took me to seventh-heaven,
that i've never ever experienced.

Right, love can never be perfect, just like nobody can be perfect.
It's seeing the flaws in your love ones as part of his/her attractions.

Hey baby, one thing sad about our relationship, is that we're both too alike.
stubborn headed, jealous-pot and many other things.
that is one of the reason why we struggled, and are still struggling to make this work.
for the past 5 years, there are many things in that 'half a decade' which make us who we are today.
Also, there are many regrets that we wished that we can undo.
but hey, we know we can't.
Those things do haunt us now, both you and me.
however, lets not dwell in the shadows of those history, those memories.
Don't you agree, it's nice to think of them maybe after a few years.
but they are our past, not our future.
my future is you, your future is me.

I know, as we grow, we would'nt treat our partners the same way we did before.
that's because love is mature.
Love should be mature.
The term: puppy love, should really be able to answer why the way we see and handle love when we were young are so different when we grow up.

I don't know about you.
I'm sure of what i want.
I'm certain of what i need.
My heart, has no room for anything else, anyone else.
I'm here seeking what i really wanted all along.
I want something that will last, and not just coming into my life, wrecking me when it leaves.

I'm not perfect, i'm not good enough too.
I may take a long time to change.
but certainly, i will
That is why, i always don't ask you to stay when you wants to leave.
That's the impact of inferiority.
The naked truth is the final trait of reality.

will you still stay, or turn away. . .

Run, baby, run.

Don't ever look back.

They'll tear us apart, if you give them the chance.

Don't sell your heart.

Don't say we're not meant to be.

Run baby run.

Forever will be,

You and me.

2008-08-31T00:03:00.001+08:00

It's been half a year, yet the route gets rockier.

2008-08-29T02:04:00.003+08:00

We're in a complicating r/ship now, it is complicating, for others to understand why.
It's just without a status, and yet i feel thats really a difference.
it's the psychological state of mind, that make us feel that we've no right to do this, no right to restrict that.
but actually, the way we are now is exactly the same as when we were together.
No, that's not becos we dont love each other.
we do, in fact, ALOT.
Sorry for the days when we didn't meet, making the both of us so unfulfilled and unsatisfied.
And thank you for always cheering me up, trying your best to make me smile by giving your signature jiao faces and end up fail and got frustrated.
yeah, i can see that you've put in effort, and i thank you for that.

this period is tough, with you coping with stress from everywhere.
just want you to know that, i would very much wanto stay by urside, and let you fall on me whenever you feel like breaking down.
I know i can't be there all the time u need me, i can't promise i'll make you happy.
but i'll let you rant, let you vent and whatever you want.
so girl, let's stay strong and tide through this.
We do have a long, long way to go.

2008-08-28T17:57:00.003+08:00

i was like so fucking anticipating for today for like, since 6 weeks ago.
and one fucking mistake leave me waiting for another 7 weeks. CDC sucks shit. where got retest longer den 1st test.

fuck it, and their bike sucks.
and sigh.
fuck it.

16october, zzz.
prac 3 months, wait TP oso 3 months.so fucking unhappy now.

2008-08-26T03:48:00.001+08:00

CURRENTLY SELLING MY LG KU90 VIEWTY DARK SILVER ANYONE INTERESTEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?

seriously la not joking-.-
interested then leave tag kkkkk~

2008-08-24T21:51:00.005+08:00

You loved me and obviously, there's so much more left to say, if you were with me today face to face. It feels like you're gone too soon.

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done.

And you never got to see me back at number one.

I wish that you were here to celebrate together.

I wish that we could spend the holidays together.

2008-08-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

SSM OVER ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

I believed that i didnt do well, or in fact i did worst as compared to last yr's academic results.
but yea, i promise i will put in more effort next year as school will be 3 busstop away from me only hehe.

today was a great day with baby !
althou i was paid to sit in the shop for 5 hrs -.-
she studied 5 hrs leyyyy.
so rewarded her with Loveguru where we laughed our asses off.
its a nice movie, srsly.

However, we were both so FATigue.
i slept from 5am to 7am, den 9am to 11am.
she slept from 12am to 6am.
thus on the way home, we fell aslp, cuddling each other, waking up in cramps.
Still, today is a great day i shall say !

10 more days baby, i know u cant wait, i cant too!
and can u see that, everything is getting smoother now.
heh.

short post today, pictures tmr.

let's not quarrel anymore ma hot ass sexy baby.
at the end of the day we'll just realise how stupid we are to hurl hurtful words at one another, when we are so in love with each other.
i love you, youre the one who can make my heart ski~pppp.

2008-08-11T23:43:00.004+08:00

pictures owe:

this post will be pretty short.

just wanto say that, my girlfriend is the sweetest on earth.

i love her, althou she's a spendthrift, a messy personal, an unhygienic girl, an irritating baby and kp guailan kia.

still love her alot, becos she love me the most on this world.

thats all!

10 more days prelims;

17days on road.

i love you i love you i love you !

AND WE ARE 5MONTHS OLD MY LOVELY GIRL!!!!!

2008-08-06T01:42:00.005+08:00

time out is not "breaking up".

in case 'you' didnt know.

Baby you know i wont let you go.

i want us to be together for a long time, remember?

After all we've been thru, giving each other everything and the best of us.

how could i let you go just lidat.

(esp. when there's so many guys out there who wants you.)

i'm sorry for yesterday.

i know we're both so unhappy about this issue yet we tried to be strong.

it's not that i need you to be independent.

just that, i dont want you to feel so affected and unhappy when i could'nt give you my full attention.

i need you as much as you need me, thats true.

and i promise i'll show how i feel,

show that i love you.

Last but not least,

we know that everything will be back as normal tmr, the moment we see each other.

i'll give you millions of long hugs fat kisses okay.

don't be angry alr o~

i love you darling.

2008-08-04T23:31:00.002+08:00

"Taking a rest is to travel a longer journey"

things will be better than before, i supposed.

whenever you're ready, i'm ready too.

-L.O.V.E

2008-08-02T00:12:00.005+08:00

Today is actually a luckyday~
(taking away the fact that i've not slept last night and im still wide awake now accompanying my baby)
oh yea she's staying over lol.
Today was great, becos Hardkhor is not coming out finally we feel so damn relieved.
Tmr gonna gym, injuries recovered alr, time to grow big again man.

she's always indecisive, at first complained alot when i wanted a scrambler, den ytd after seeing the beauty of scrambler she said phantom suxxxxx.
but she managed to make me see that phantom is really ugly and by getting one, im getting myself into the senior citizen club.
so yea, xr125 den heh.

2nd wifey pls come quick, pls pass one shot on 28th august too.

and damn, too poor.
gotta work more, more and more!

kkkk im off to watch youtube with chantellequek.

2008-07-29T02:18:00.002+08:00

Hi hi a short update.
i'll update a long one with picturessss tmr kkkk.
and damn there are no tagssssss tag board is deaddddddd ):

We've been 'living together' these days.
(3days at wariginpark 1day at lowerdelta)
time always passed damn fast, and often, we went to bed very reluctantly. . .
cant really remember what happened, just that school's getting slack-ier(at least for me).
Always 2 hrs a day, excluding lectures la, and except fridays.
SSM isnt that bad anyway.

July is leaving and august is approaching.
im srsly hoping that the 3rd would be 'red' so that we can be lift the burden off our shoulders. .
Life is kinda routine anyway, due to various reasons.
however, we're still enjoying everyday.
Baby and i might be the same in many way, which makes it difficult for this relationship to go on smoothly.
but theres one characteristic of ours that made us super compatible.

ah im ranting anyhow cos' im tired alr.
just hope that 9weeks pass by quickly so that o's will be over and we've have lotsa fun !

i hope that we'll stay, and we'll stay forever.

2008-07-24T00:42:00.002+08:00

wasnt supposed to meet my girl today, but still in order to meet she decided to study somewhere near me, while i gymed.
cos' she claimed that she can absorb better when she's waiting for me.
and yes i can see her improvement and attaining more knowlegde alr.
no longer that dumb brunette alr hoho.

so went to gym with jiarong, xiangwei and kianleong.
aching pretty badly, straight two days gym to start off.

he's not that toned but damn strong ok, carry almost same weights as me.
(im strong heheh)

i wasnt dancing anyway, just snap shot.

she's the first person i've ever seen, being so freaking addicted to meesua.
ate it for lunch and dinner-.-
but yea forgive u k cos' u got hot ass.

okay i dont know what she's doing but i still love her alot alot alot.

sometimes she's hot,
sometimes i'm cold.
sometimes my head want to explode.
but when i think about it,
im so in love with her, every other time.

2008-07-23T00:45:00.004+08:00

Might be a blur picture, but i love the girl inside alottttt~

Today wasnt supposed to meet at all..

yet i had 17hrs of the girl!

she came over at 7am with messy hair and i opened the door for her subconciously before falling back to sleep in her arms.

But hey, i can still rmb that she was super KP before she fell aslp hahaha.

Woke up at 11am, lotsa things to do before getting out of the house, so we left the house at only 1245pm.

Had lunch, den she went to tan, i went for gym.

1st gyming session after so freaking long and yet i went alone.

carried noobcake weights like 10kg only, as wrist haven fully recovered.

Time flies, and it was 4pm alr.

work at 5pm at vivo, and baby girl being as sweet as always, wanted to stay around my work place so that she can study and wait for me at the same time.

yes, she did study, she claimed that it's conducive too heh.

becos of her, i keep finding excusessssssss to leave shop so that we can have a short chat.

despite being poor, she still went to starbucks to study so that she can 'bio' me from where she's seated at.

Work end rather slow even thou we prayed that time will pass fast this time round.

it did not happen.

Went home, then send baby home.

we spend some quality time at the mrt station before parting, watching train after train passing us by too.

And this is our 17hrs tgt gahh how irritating.

before i forget, she's a spendthrift zz $80 bucks in like 2/3 days -.-

best thing is, she dont even know where the money goneto.

THINK YOU RICH AH HUH HUH HUH!

you know, baby. . .

i really meant what i said to you just now.

you're definitely the best i ever had so far.

to come to think of it now, we should never ever regret getting together although we kinda rushed things 4months back.

we just wanted to feel how it's like to be each other's arms, taste each other's lips, again.

Lets make this love better, far more better than before, and than what' we are now.

i appreciate every little things you've done and all the sacrifices you've made.

lets just tide thru this 10months together, and you'll be what you wanto be.

As long as im with you, you'll make every thing possible, right.

so just to let you know, i'll be with you, for a long time.

and thank god, i didnt lose you the other day.

i'll never ever be impulsive again, no matter how angry i am.

i love you, honey.

2008-07-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

The day start off with me picking up thegirl at PP, den traveling over to rafflescity to meet TeamTagawa for the gathering.
thats why i love mygirl so much.
she's willing to come with me even thou she's superrrrrr shyyyyyxzxzxz.
So had lunch with the team at Shokudo, the japanese 'marche'.
then went for pool and arcade whereby me, the noob, wont thegirl ahahhaha!
and we really enjoy playing the redbluegreen game althou baby's kinda laggy.
den she had her debut parapara too which made me laughed alot!
time passed pretty quickly so sent baby home earlier today cos' she had the KICK to studyyyyy.
yea she's studying now, seriously, and at the same time complaining about tmr hoho.
hope she can settled it, since she cant take all those guilt attacks.

some pictures for the day:

anw we are currently addicted to madtv bobbylee cos' he's so spasticccc.
ahh im feeling lethargic alr and i hope my hand will heal freaking soon.

anw august is coming.
dates to take note :

1)August 3rd - baby's...
2)August 9th- Singapore's bday!(HOLIDAY)
3)August 12th- 5th 5th 5th!!
4)August 26th-PRELIMSSSSS.
5)August 28th- TP test.

that pretty much sum up august so sad.

whenever we quarrel, we'll feel as if everything's is falling out of place.
i guess its part and parcel of a relationship.
but we need to keep to our promises that we made last night, so that we'll stay together stronger than before.
we'll not let quarrels bring us down, we'll make everything right as well.
im sorry baby, for all the mistakes i've done.
i just hope you'll stick with me.
you're what i need, really.
i really, really love you.

2008-07-20T00:08:00.003+08:00

couldnt really rmb what happened these days.
just feeling very tired, with all the early-morning lessons and plans,
with all the late night slping or even not getting any slp.
pretty upset with life right now, everything is going wrong.
couldnt gym as wrist is injured, cashless as i'm not working.
Girlfriend's angry at me cos' of last night, havent been meeting up with friends, playing soccer with them for dunno how many months alr.
and sometimes she give me choices to choose, but when i say 'no', everything become bad.
i dont want that you know. . .

went jb last night, just to accompany friend over there for some bike stuffs.
regret going, really.
cos, the jam was terrible, then nothing much accomplished.
home at 6am, feeling so tired with only 2 hrs slp the last night.
fell aslp, woke at 7.30pm, a saturday night.
a saturday night,
a saturday night.

yea im supposed to go tanning with b, but damn my friends are always impromtu meet ups.
no plans no nthing in advance.
you know, whenever i need them i have them.
sometimes, its hard to reject when they need me to accompany them.
and most of the time, i have plans alr...

im sorry girl, i dont know how to priortise.
sorry to be like this, leaving you all alone on a sat.

just wish that we could be happy daily.
and i mean everysinglefuckingday.

cos' when we're happy, we would even smile like Ms.swan.

guilty, yet feeling so difficult to balance things, and making everything so perfect.

it sucks, really.

2008-07-16T17:27:00.003+08:00

favourite laaaa~ we had a rough time, rough day.

but everything will eventually turn out fine.

cos' we are supposed to fit.

and meant to be.

wont let you fall, fall out of love.

oh, traffic police test date on 28aug-.-

so fucking far, but that would means my license is cominggg~

so its worth the wait.

heh

2008-07-14T02:07:00.004+08:00

Hi hi hi photo spammmmmmmm!

Hi this is my cute lady and these pictures were taken few days back where we catch " the heartbreak kid"

and pls remember to hold my hand whenever we're eating okay babe.
love love love....

Our 4th month wasnt really well spent as i stayed over her place the night before and we slept pretty late.
slept late = wake late.

tanning session gone, so we only managed to left the house at 6.30pm.

However, she's still happy with all the things we bought and she made a new friend named 'grumpy' the puppet frog.

oh, she will turn into a looney when she's at Ikea.

Everything cheap, Chante: BUY !

Stay over again, 2 consequtive nights lol.

This is my favouritegirl, and she's my number1 supporter.
She with me EVERYSINGLEMATCH!
today's match isnt a great match, but thats the last match and we all enjoyed it.
(i ole-d 4 players in this entire tournament, but the crowd's reaction suckkkk! how often do you see streetball move in tournament, che. you guys will never ever see it again in the next youth cup next year, cos' im not playing anymore ahhahahahaha! XD)

won the match, 20points, got 4th, and we got our HONGKONG TRIP AT THE END OF THE YEAR!
(hope it doesnt clash with B's)
however, today isnt very well spent with b, im so sorry.

i promise to blog more often okay babeeeeee and i should hurry end this post so you wont complain bored on the phone with me cos' i fucking cant multi task!

kthxbye i love chantelleQ

2008-07-08T23:41:00.005+08:00

My favourite babies!!!!!!!

been staying over at Waringinpark11 for two days straight mwahaha.

but time pass srsly freaking fast whenever im with her.

so two days just, 'shoosh' and tada, we're alone at our own house again.

gahhhh im missing you my girl ):
She's been following me to TP recently as she finds the library super conducive for her to study.

but damnit, guys just cant take their eyes of her bwaha.

See see ! understand why already anot!

but we're like bickering DAILY. hitting each other for the fun of it too.

She's aggressive la srsly despite having such 'innocent' looks, she doesnt live up to it heh heh

she like it rough~

Anw, just to sum some of my activities up.

Youth cup is coming to an end, how sadddddd ):

this sunday last match already, should be the last match for my entire basketball 'legacy' ):

should be placed 4th for this tournament.

but still, been in Tagawa for close to five years alr.

kinda proud, as everyone who play basketball know we're a great team.

Gym will resume soon, i cant stand my body now everything disappeared!

as for my bike, im at last practical already hoho how great.

Babygirl has always been so supportive!she's almost with me, sitting all alone studying at that stuffy canteen for 100mins each time i go for practical.

and she's always traveling from kembangan to tiongbahru just to surprise me/cheer me/apologise.

gosh, i love her to bits.

and i've got to learn to change, im godamnit lazy when it comes to 'waking up in the morning'.

Thank you babygirl, Thats why i say you're more than just lover.

lets get excited together as we'll not be tapping our ezlink cards/complaining that the cab driver go one bigfucking detour.

and i mean everything, every plans after o's.

so you gotta endure, 3 more months only alright.

You'll do well, with no regrets.

Rightttttttttttttt!?!?!?

We celebrated sister's 23rd bday today.

Baby came along heh heh i like situation like this.
We even got her a cute present and damnit she doesnt believe that i did pay for it too.

For 18 yrs, this is the 1st time i got her a present.

isit becos she's getting bike for me soon?

okay hehehehe why am i still living, idiot haha.

cannot take it alr i srsly cant multitask.

but im proud of myself this post is so long. heh.

gotta run, baby's doing. . .

heh heh.

i love you to bits and pieces to. . .

stripedshirtbanana too.

2008-07-02T01:18:00.002+08:00

hey pretty girl, youre seriously an ass whenever we quarrel ley.
irritating !%#@^@^
but ultimately, i love you la.
becos... you're always waiting for me ley ley ley.
im sorry im so poor recently due to various problems i promise life will be better soon hor hor hor.
and today i failed prac 7, u say whenever u come i will pass ley ! but today i fail.
nvm nvm sat sat i will pass! confirm !
anw i hope we will always stay happy like today.

anw school srsly suck big time i've got no mood for school.
keep pon, free rider.
gotta do some work and hand them in soon.
tmr will be the day.

stupid darren ask me update version now everyone hosting 1.21b means i cnnt dota alr.
kao no mood alr i better go talk to my babygirl.

sayonara. /////

2008-07-01T02:03:00.001+08:00

//////Chantelle "I can see it in your eyes there's somethin missing," says:
because ure a horrible asshole.

this is why i say u dont understand how i feel, even if u say u do.
this is why i have to make damn sure, even thou i know i trust you.

cos im that kinda of person.

2008-06-30T00:10:00.004+08:00

Lost today's match.

52-51, to singapore combined school again.

but i believed that the match is srsly an interesting one, for all the audiences who came to watch.

and i also believed that we will be the one and only team who have the ability to win them in this year's tournament.

kinda wasted, but also he referee to blame.

all who watched, should know.

enough of ranting, so here goes...

(pictures from 2DAYS ago)

Vandalism by baby using Permenant marker-.-

And this is what it says.

She got addicted and decided to give me a full arm 'tattoo'.And mind you, we were at macdonalds -.-

Today after the match we went over the ivan's house.
long time didnt gay with him alr so decided to "yi ci " with him.

It got kinda boring so she started to be narcisstic again but thats okay i still love you.

And we went to Singpost for dinner and she, from a foul mood, turned into a hyper-happy mood.
Okay mood swing i mean.

Thats the end of today, folks, tune in again next time.
xoxo(Gay-move)

remembered that i hasnt been gyming for around 2 months alr.
like, seriously WTF la.
2 more weeks and i will resume my regular training.
Bball tournament is indeed time consuming man.
also, didnt even have time for work, so imma fucking poor man recently ):
So everything will resume after tournament ends.
but i think im playing the Adidas5v5 (?)
but it wont be time consuming la horrrr.

and yea, gotta complete my bike pracs alr, 3 more 3 more wooo!
hopefully i dont fail (alot). =.=
and tmr's is prac 6 ho ho.
kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Baby's has been accomodating, and sweet, always.
appearing at my doorsteps, spending 100mins alone while i bike, watching my every match, supporting me no matter what and cheering me using various methods.
thou our lives now isnt what we always wanted, due to my commitments and her GCE o's, but we're looking forward to the year end.
i believe life would be so much better, so girl, just have more faith and trust in me.
i hope that we can lead everyday like the last 1.5hrs today.
i hope that we wont quarrel/bicker so often.
i hope that we'll both change to fit into each other.
cos' im falling deeper, harder, for you.
i need you now.
Need.

Remember, no trust no love.

2008-06-28T00:11:00.003+08:00

Feeling so weird, like a piece of me is missing.
Kinda unsatisfied, with just phone calls and msgs.
i dont know whats wrong with me today man...
its just one day apart.

i guess i have to admit,

ChantelleQ i'm missing you so damn badly. . .

can i , can i see you real real soon?

):

2008-06-26T00:39:00.009+08:00

Sweet isnt it?

but wait...

Actual fact, we're not as happy as we seem to be.
We have quarrels on alternate days.
On days we dont meet we are actually risking our relation as anytime we'll quarrel and quarrels lead to break up.

Cant really say why cos' its a long story.
but everything just spark off with the tired and giddy boyfriend falling aslp for an hour.
that makes her feel that i went over not to meet her but to slp.
and she felt guilty, that i could have gone home to slp soundly.
but forgeting the fact that i have practical.
cos' she doesnt feel as happy as she thought she'll be.

whatever it is, just to keep it short.
We are two alike persons.
We are stubborn. whenever we quarrel we dont give in.
she says she's right i say im right.
when either one of us decided to give in the other party doesnt want it anymore.
this is whats so wrong about our relation.
the only time we can be so happy in love is when we meet up.
msn and sms, no-no, never worked.
we never really have much things to talk about, like how she claims that normal couples talks about everything in the world and wont have awkward silence.

Moving on to me as a boyfriend.
im good with words, not creative or even alert enough to catch hints or do the slightest sweetest thing.
not that im lazy to do so, or dowan to do so.
i just didnt know.
i know i know, ive been told alot alot of times that actions speak louder than words.
no actions, no room for you boy.
this is why players are always getting more love than those who claims they are faithful and really didnt go around playing.
As for her, at times, she's unreasonable in a cute but hurtful way.
She often blow small matters into big matters easily just likw blowing balloon.
she always have negative thoughts, thinking about how happy she would be if i do surprise her but forgeting the fact im a dumb boy.

point is, i have my heart with her and hers with me.

prettygirl, i wish you all the best.
do me proud for ur o's.

with much love <3

(edited)

2008-06-23T19:39:00.002+08:00

Yea we lost, supposingly 2 points but last second foul so they got another 2 pts from free throw.
just two points. . . and if the coach had me on court for the last 7mins, we would have won, i can say this confidently.
ultimately its the whole teams responsibility.
this lost, kinda took away our Gold or even silver medal.
Hope dashed, no doubt.
Sad thing is that, last year of bball for me alr.
would have wanted to end this happily, with at least a silver or gold.
So even if we win the rest 3 matches, we cant get gold or even silver i think.
moreover, next match is combined school red again . . .
no more hongkong, or even genting. ):

Wasnt able to slp well last night, kept thinking of the match, pretty sore about it.
that was my best match ytd.
and " ole-ing" had became one of my REAL skill on court, during tournament.
hahaha.

whatever it is, we'll end this year, with no regrets.
at least, we tried our best.
and i'll always have my pretty girlfriend with me, she's always there to cheer me up when things went wrong.
when i lost a match.
althou the way she used to cheer me are so wrong sometimes. . .
oh, she's didnt miss any match of mine since day one i love her i love her she made me feel that i'm her world.

We've been meeting up daily during the hols.
Almost daily.
and now that we have to go back to the usual.
once every few days.
kinda suck, but feel pretty good when we really do get to meet up.
especially impromtu decisions.
She's determined to study hard from now on, and lets see how "determined" she is okay !
but baby you know i believed in you.
and im gonna drag you out for movies one these days i dont care.
theres too much nice movies recently!
but o's oral on thurs, you can do it right right rightttttttttttttt.

time to de-stress!

2008-06-20T23:35:00.008+08:00

havent been blogging as often as before ):
so before i start ranting about everything i should post so pictures first.
we took alot alot alot pictures these days, but i just chose a few.

this is my vain girlfriend.

(tanning)

hi we just woke up hahahahha.

How happy are we!

okay, 1st thing first, is that i spent father's day with B's family.
Was great, really.
Had dinner and her dad actually did joke with me hahaha.
Secondly, sis drop my phone into a pail of water so i had a new free phone and i like it pretty much althou it's not very user-friendly.
Thirdly, Tagawa entered the top-6 alr.
Won tongwhye temple just now with the score of 87-40.
previously, won tongwhye PA too.
So sunday will be a crucial match. in fact, every match from now on is crucial.
Sunday, tagawa vs whyenam 8.30pm any interested party pls come down support ah hahahah!

You know, i love my girlfriend alot.
She's vain, messy, irresponsible.
she loves to camwhore, and love to make me do silly things.
But she's still a sexy lil babe therefore i love her.

im so unhappy i've got so much things to do but im always like this doing things last min. . .
i should hop alr, and im sorry baby this is a pretty short post.
i wanted to post every picture of us, every pictures that we took today.
but you know i cant, we cant. . . i promise to revive friendster soon too, and to blog as often.
dont get angry cos' i'll see you again tmr.
we.are.sticky.sticky.couple.

2008-06-17T02:14:00.005+08:00

Let me present you the dancing queen of the century.

ChantelleQ !

choosing song hor siao siao!

Here we go !

"Thank you thank you!"

okay la thats her first time playing that machine but still, she owns 4 primary5 girls.

they have one of them stepping on each panels ley lol.

anw b and i had been meeting almost daily for the past days thats great.

-----

today's match played at yuhua csc, against killiney kopitiam.
78-35!(i think)
so far the best game i ever played i guess.
14 pts, 3 out of 4 3 pointers hahaha.
but not feeling damn proud of it la wish that i had more play time still.
so thurs and fri's matches mustnt lose.
rather, from today till the end of the tournament we must not lose again.
champion means: Go HONGKONG!

my girlfriend have weird characteristics but damn it who cares i still love her alot.
we are meeting tmr im gonna pick her up from school hopefully i doesnt oversleep . . . .
argh training tmr night and she has to work at singapore'sflyer for the night cos its good money.

so i shall go slp now !

i must improve, to be a better bf.
so many things running thru, and i dont know where to start, sigh...

2008-06-14T00:15:00.007+08:00

some cute and random lil girl i found on the web. . . ... . .. .

kay la just joking its girlfriend young time photo.

so cute and innocent right !

unlike now wakao herr herr.

Today wasnt very eventful, was supposed to study but thanks to the procrastinator we didnt.
i ended up carrying a laptop for the whole day, now my shoulders and legs hurt.
The happening isnt a very good show anyway, the only interesting part is how the people suicide.
good for those who have intention of suiciding to end their own life in the future.
lotsa cool moves owning moves for you to learn.
i didnt like it alot, but baby think its nice haha.
so, we played arcade, ate curry chicken, pastamania, watched match.
thats about it la horrrrrr.

oh oh, before i forget.
baby was super hot today.
hotttttttttt like sai that a group of guys wanted her number.
but she complain alot about this that yada yada blah blah blah.
but still, hottttttt til each time i hug her i . . . .(HAHA)

Tmr is a saturday so you know what it means.
ive got to go chalet for the night too so poor thing baby have to stand nights without me ):
so tmr morning she'll be over at my house early in the morning and we'll have fun and dota for one last time.
for her.
before she starts preparing for GCE o's.
becos she knows that getting 11 points would mean $1000 and life after o's would be. . . .
so perfect.

time to slp lovelies.
so goodnights.

thank you baby girl for the sweet letter it got me smiling and grinning while my heart feel so warmth.
it's the love you gave, i wont let it go.
i love you, and we'll have more months to come, celebrating lotsa festivals together too.
i love you, chantelleQ.

2008-06-13T00:25:00.002+08:00

Hi baby didnt i say things will be fine and eventually be better?
it did ! on our 3rd month heh heh.
morning heavy breakfast, talk with her parents (=/)
the talk turn out pretty well i supposed she got her allowance raise and they trust me too much. so if one day i disappoint them i'll be slain by her dad zz.
stay in her room watch video and had fun and we wrestled too.
She have strong legs and nearly suffocate me damnz, but i have strong arms too *herr herr! LOL

Went for match and i hatexz it shouldnt talk about it alr tmdkkjccbknnnnb.
she finallly brought me to different taste to eat too.
it was cheap for a restaurant, with no GST and service charge and i wonder if these made those auntie uncles talk and laugh so loudly in the airconditioned dining area.

it sucks, to be in the same situation again.
especially when its taking away my time to celebrate 3rd month with baby.

i need cash too srsly. . .

i still love you babygirl, thank you so much for trying to cheer me.
but pls, stop what ure always saying when i tell you to.
really bring down my mood ):
so, hurry come online u ass!

2008-06-12T00:55:00.003+08:00

Hi we had a few rough nights and tmr's a rough day.
but it's fine, it's just one of those thing.

the tournament is fine, 2nd match won 112-38.
3rd match lost 65-58 to singapore combined, irritating colin.
so we're in the 2nd round and tmr is the next match.

Tmr's the 12th.
So, happy 3rd month babygirl.
we have too much tiffs and bicker over the months, thus i hope that in the future we wont have much.

i'll see you tmr and blog properly tmr okay!
you wanted me to slp early so i'll reach at 10am tmr haha.
so i will, listen to you.

i love you chantelleQ, i love you.

2008-06-10T00:30:00.004+08:00

can you not let go?

hey babygirl, everything can just come down on you,
things can turn topsyturvy suddenly.
but rest assure, i'll still be here for you.
anytime, anywhere.

things will be fine,
i'll be there for you and solve every lil thing with you.
cos' i love you.

2008-06-06T23:51:00.003+08:00

i was wrong to rush things.
i'm someone who can only live alone, for i cant satisfied needs of my love one.
so what if there's love, we're not even trying hard enough to make this work.
hurt again?
yea leaving is no doubt a hurtful scene.

we were so happy in love just days back.
and here we are, breaking this love.

2008-06-06T23:10:00.003+08:00

"i can see it in the way you do, like no one else would ever get through."

Thats why i love you so, love you much.
i cant show, i dont know how.
You know it very well, but each time you say you'll compromise but end up complaining over every single fucking minor thing.
and each time, it hurt more.
cos' i couldnt satisfy you, and each time prove me that im being a bad boyfriend for someone who always kept me in her heart.
Baby, you just have to think, just have to remember, for all the tears fallen in just mere 3 months.
i've never been this weak, this vulnerable before.
since young having a tough life, i didnt even tear when something happen to my family.
i've considered you as a part of my family, part of my life
thats why. . .
you're right, i've been single for a year and more, that merely means that i wanto be fair to my next girlfriend.
it doesnt mean that i'll be better off if you leave today.
burden of this rship gets heavier day by day, after each quarrels.
you can relieve, by shouldering with me, by trying to understand how i really feel,
think before you speak.
i know im lousy enough, i dont need you to remind me each time and each day.
im trying, trying to remember every single minor thing that you like.
all you have to do, is to stop complaing about everything, and remember the times ive tried and make things so happy, so different from the one you dislike.
different boyfriend, different personalities and doings.
at times i have things that i dislike too, did you even think of this at all?
love is about two person, not just one. . .

sigh, i would rather you and i have a few days to think carefully, think if there's anything we can both do and change, to make this love so much better, than to just give up like that.
after all we've gone through so much, in just 3 months.

becos this love is hard to come by, pretty much waited for 4 years.
i would say,
"it's all or nothing at all".
it's either a long long time together, rather than just few months, like puppy love.

it's hard at night, when surrounding is so quiet, you feel so lonely, thinking about each nights when you have someone there for you.

2008-06-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

while baby is cooking cuttlefishballs and Bryang playing dota.
i'm here, blogging a short post.
oh, we're both staying over at b's place to dota all night ahhaha.

guilt, sadness.
will you overpower all the happiness.
yea, a tiff again.
and it's almost over something non-exist alr.
does it mean that we really do want this rship to last?
i dont know, dont really know.
i just. . .
wanto have to ability to show how i really feel inside.
it's not what you think it is , b.
i love you, i really do.
so dont ever let this happen again,
rmb our promise.

snuggling up in ur arms.
free, and nice.
i love you baby.

2008-06-01T01:33:00.006+08:00

Hi baby i dont really love you already becos you always snatch to be the 1st one to post all the pictures of the day.
Leave me no pigchers to post, to show everyone how happy i am with my pig.
next time i'll just refer all who want pictures to go to ur blog kkk.

Spent over 24hrs with baby, days and nights together.
Fun, exciting, and SCARY at the same time (you know what i mean baby)
and i didnt freak out becos of the R.E.4 i freaked out becos of you and your sister's high-pitch scream when we saw the zombie's hand popping out from the side.
he climbed in from the window you see not my fault.
And i didnt spoil ur mum's dvd player youre the one who kicked in down from ur bed.
who ask you, play BNN with me. :D
i love home-cook food, and i've been having many recently how nice.
mum never cook since 6 years ago so im kinda like deprived lorrrr.
so i really love home cook dishes heh heh.
oh oh im in ur mum's goodbook she said im the first bf who . . . .
YOU DONT JEALOUS COS YOUR MUM LOVE ME TOO K!

random: how can baby get up at 6am daily, even when she slept at 2am.
cause her bed, her room is so fucking nice and comfy damn.
she have to waste more than 15mins to drag me out of bed today.
(by threatening to break up with me. . .)

We parted ways in the morning, she went Cip while i went to ... fail my prac 5 damnit.
met up again, LAN for awhile.
LAN is not good for health.
After long hrs in the LANshop we'll walk out, feeling so listless,moody,tired.
its like, we wasted our time our cash for something. . .we can attain at home.
so baby lets not LAN, as least once in a blue moon kkk.

Hols is coming monday is the only written exam and tues is SSM proficiency test.
Skipped SSM service twice alr.
which oso mean i didnt attend any service at all tmd i feel goh breathing down my neckz alr.
okay main thing is, i cant wait for tues to come hohoho.
might be able to sleepover again too.

Tagawa won our first match against weixiong.
83-18 didnt have much chance to play damnit :(
still, b's mum was impress AHAHAHA
she said she didnt waste her time watching and she think being agile is so much better than being tall. :D :D
dont really agree thou but still, good thing.

imma slp soon after one game of dota and i'll nver ever use techies again i sucked in it.

: Tmr 2.30pm SBC Tagawa vs raffles.

2008-05-31T00:13:00.004+08:00

hihihihihihihi, im at the most-irritating girlfriend's house.
sleepover heh heh.
her mummy say im the good-boy hahahaah .
so we're preparing ourselves for Dota and meantime, we are blogging side by side, yet trying to shield each other from peeping so dumb.
however today's an unfulfiling day. skip school skip training.
tmr gonna PASS my fucking practical and training my shooting and stamina i swear!
we're pretty tired alr as we ran alot just now, chasing and hitting , hitting and running away hoho. today is a stay-homeS day.
staying in is the new going out ma since we are so damnit poor now.
okok im off alr la im so irritated tmd i hate school ley, but hols coming so thats okay hoho.

HI BABY IM HUNGRY IM HUNGRY !

2008-05-25T01:14:00.002+08:00

see see see, tell you gf is damn irresponsible.
she lost her wallet again!
2nd wallet in 3 days see see see.
mar de.

okay nvm about that.
woke up early and cabbed to ubi to fail my circuit evaluation tmd 38points.
met girlfriend, bathe at 11waringinpark.
supposed to go for foodfair but she lost her wallet so we skipped that.
so that we can look forward to next year's foodfair :D
went town to collect pay den straight travel to airport.
eeruey and tingting came along.
eat popeye and off we go to study.
thou we digressed and procrastinated while studying,
watched scare tactics on youtube and some shitty disgusting P clip hahaha and ting ting was so alive-d suddenly, from her dead-self.
laugh our asses out.

choot some stunts but we're fine alr.
we even played PS right after and we're on the phone now talking.
at the same time, she's EXERCISING HOHO.

alright i think its damn difficult to 'kiap' the phone on the neck and type.
my neckz breaking so im going off.

i love you baby, you know it.
so, i'll see you tmr.
another lovely day with you, im sure.
we have pictures for each other to view too so high !

gonna dota now toodoo.

2008-05-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

let me 1st tell you people some negative stuffs of my hotstuff girlfriend cos' i srsly needa complain before i go mad at her zzz.

she doesnt have sense of responsibility, she loses her things very very often.
and oh she just lost her new wallet 2days ago.
she doesnt take care of her belongings.
taking bus, or eating at foodcourt, she just leave her phone and wallet on the table and often walk away without taking them.
She is freaking careless.
for eg: we decided to change bag just now, so we're supposed to swap all the things in both bag. AND I STILL HAVE SO MANY STUFFS IN THE BAG. LIKE, MY BIKE BOOKLET.
good news is that, im having my prac tmr morning and i dun have my booklet with me and she's sound aslp now thou ive called her 21548766 times.
and often, she keep emphasising that i could call her even if she's aslp if there's something urgent.
which means that, im gonna waste the money again zz, unless she miraculously wake up on her own at arnd 9am.
Oh oh, she gets sian and angry easily, che.
she only see the things she do and not i do che.
she's disgusting at times, wanting to do disgusting stunts.

Sigh okay enough.
couldnt wake up for school, AGAIN.
im like going to school thrice per week -.-
fuck.
But still, we spent 15hrs together today.
Youtube, Dota, Eat, Play, Fun.
So much laughters, and she hurt me physically so many times today.

okay la baby i still love you v.v.v.v.v.v. much so pls wake up early tmr so i wont have to waste money again pls pls pls.
make me a happy boy tmr like how you made me today.

Tmr is town, expo, airport day.
we're gonna study bwahahah,
yes i said study.
god damn it we DO study.
ahhh fuck you !

goodnights, love.

2008-05-20T02:12:00.002+08:00

we are fine now :D

ahhh quarrels are inevitable, we know.
and we promise not to quarrel over small stuffs.
at least she did promise to do her part, cos she's the main switch.
haha and damn, because of quarrels that are so heartwrenching i realise how much i love her, and need her.
but baby pls remember, we're so damn happy whenever we're together, so dont ever let emptyness spoil such happiness.

its late i shudnt talk much so imma conclude.

i dont have time.
i dont even have time for myself.
i dont gym alr, been weeks.
i have trainings for 5 weekdays straight.
i haven been working alr.
but whenever i have free time, i'm definitely gonna give them to you girl.
cos' ure my love.

i love you deargirl, dont ever break my heart.
goodnights.

P/s: i love your bed as much as watching dvd with you lying right next to me.

friendly game tmr, time for show ;D

2008-05-19T14:04:00.002+08:00

this post was initially a happy post.
describing happy things which happened few days back, as well as the stayover at her house. .

whats a relationship, when both party are so happy and lovey dovey when they meet.
yet sad and quarreling whenever they dont.
must couple really meet up daily to keep the feelings going?
i thought meeting up daily would instead cause the rship to end faster.

Just when i thought that im holding on to my 'life'.
shits happen.
Just when i thought happiness is returning.
wrong.

just. . back to square one.

is this love.
the love we've waited for, for four years.

2008-05-14T02:59:00.006+08:00

As it's late alr, i shud forget about the picture post i promise and go on with usual post.

2ndmonth baby!

Today wasnt a good day at first.

pretty rough, heartache.

too sudden, and that kinda insecurity i haven't been feeling it since donkey years back.

as well as being a strong person i haven't been crying since 2 years ago too.

period.

but still she got me a famousamos cookie to show her guiltyness.

things resume as lovey-dovey right after bus 28.

thats why bus28 is favouriteeee.

she wasted 100mins again, but worth it as i've passed it alr.

thank you baby really appreciate it.

went waringin park after that.

was pretty sweaty, both of us.

occupied our favourite seat after the old couple left.

and, previewed.

and movie is coming soon.

(hahahhahaha)

eerueysistable la she.

my baby is a pain in the ass, its 3am alr she still doesnt wanto slp.

she decided NOT to slp!

she has got school at 6am ley.

damn.

she wants dota more then anything now cos she cant accept the fact that whenever the both of us play together we'll lose.

afterall, i'll accompany her till 6 den.

stubborn lil PRETTY ass.

but still pretty much loved by kyk.

2008-05-13T01:39:00.004+08:00

we're 2 month old alr baby.

time passed pretty fast dont you agree.
We have happy times, sad moments which made our relation grow much stronger.
since the day you agreed to be my girlfriend, i felt very happy, very blessed.
everything i want and need in a girlfriend, you've got it all.
i love you alot, for everything you possessed.
i love you, for who you are.

i know, i havent been a good boyfriend for you since march08.
i have too much things to jugger, which i myself aint confident at all in juggling all of them properly.
School, Bball, gym, work, license, and you.
becos of all these, i couldnt really give you time, quality time.
becos of all these, i cant really show you how much you meant to me.
but you know i wont give you up just becos of all these right.
So baby, i need you to give me some time.
i know i know, 4years and yet now i need you to wait somemore.
but some commitments will end soon.
Then, i can give you everything you want, everything you need in a boyfriend.
i swear, and promise.

other than that, i have a poor memory.
like now, i have so much things that i wanto say to you.
but im afraid once i fall aslp and get up the next morning, i'll forget them all.
often, i dont have much stories to tell you too and i bore you to death
but afterall, i wont forget your my lovely girlfriend right.

this relation is so different from those you were in before.
this difference wont break us apart, right B.
Time will prove.

so babygirl, have faith in me.
for i love you.
we'll have more months, even years to come.
For now, just take care of yourself and plz get yourself some meds before your fever go any higher than now.

this post is all about you bwaha/
you'll be only reading this tmr night i guess.
till then . . .

P/s: picture post tmr.

2008-05-09T23:37:00.010+08:00

pictures from days ago!

while waiting for movie.

papa and mama for the day

feeling bloated

HK cafe.

hungry. . .

after tanning came TP

"woah so nice sia !"

"k im a suaku i noe!"

oh oh see the tanlines see the tanlines woo thats my baby!

gonna keep this post short as tmr's a sat and we must slp early and we're going to game.

so tmd the ssm sucked can my hair so short alr still cnnt pass!

@#^@

other then 2nd visit to baby's house nothing much to mention .

adios im off.

baby tmr tmr!

celebrating 2nd month wooooo!

2008-05-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna feel this way,
but we'll make it through right.

however, today's a sexy day.

2008-05-04T23:48:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone, presenting to you my hotstuffgirlfriend.
i love her to bits and pieces and peanutbutter so yar,
guys, no chance!

she was on the phone. . .

then she decided to give me a pose.

cutestthing ever?

people who agree, say "YES"!

Today is a memorable day, fulfiling day.
Honestly and srsly.
1st time in my life. . .

Woke up in the morning and the 1st thing i did was to piss baby off cos' of my nonchalant.
So sorry babe.
instead of being angry and an angsty kid she's always been.
She came over to pick me up and accompany me to a place which is only 10mins busride away from her home.
impromtu meeting, but still led to an happy ending.
Althou she failed to surprise me, as being a meanie i would tear her plot apart as usual, i still feel the "surprise" element there.
althou she failed to reach my doorstep before i get out of the house, i was alr smiling when i step out of the house.
Althou she failed to reach tiongbahrustation even after betting 10bucks that she WILL make it, im still so happy and was anticipating in seeing her and gave her fat hugs immediately.

Happy, we took the train to Eunos(supposingly_)
we were to engross in poking sticks into hole and we missed the stop and ended up at kembangan which we had to take a cab to Ubidrivingcenter.

She sat at the canteen, waiting for me, for 100minutes.
Can u find sucha nice girlfriend, can you!
She ate chicken wings with milopeng but who cares,
she scammed the canteen uncle but who cares,
i still love her for being ever so nice to ME.

Doubling my happiness, i pass my practical and im halfway thru, just within 2 weeks.
Travelled over to parkway althou its a damn boring place.
Whine and whine thruout the whole journey about how cruel the sun can be and that the world is coming to an end and imagining that we'll be able to see snow in singapore one fine day.
lingered there awhile and decided to come over to lowerdelta for youtube sessions.
Hot day, falling aslp in each other's embrace, we missed the busstop again-.-
1st thing we did upon reaching was to stand infront of fans moaning and groaning while on the other hand super relieved and shuang~(taking away the cleaning dogs' pee part)
Cold water bath, shiok again.
The bath was amazing.
so far the most amazing bath i've ever had. . .

OKAY ENOUGH then lets fast forward, we youtube-d she sent me to work bought me favefood.
i came home after work to jog and i am typing away,
typing about how today was memorable,
how 4thmay is memorable.
and typing about how much i love my baby girl.

Hey baby you dont have to worry, i'll always be here whenever you need me, and even when you dont.
Nothing will hinder us now, not that, definitely!
it will instead bring us further, to where we ever wanted.
thou this rship is still so young and ppl might say how naive we are to think so far.
but hey baby, you know how i feel and i do know how you feel.
cos our hearts, it's beating, as one now.
We dont have to do much, and this love will bring us through.
Even if one day we go our seperate ways, i can promise that
this will be the best rship we'll ever have in our lives.

i love you babe, wholeheartedly.
No doubts, no insecurities,
just you. . . . and me.
<3

2008-05-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

my hair is so fucking short and ugly.
ugly becos the fucking guy who cut my hair is so obesessed with thinning.
still need dye black tmr althou so short and hairless alr.

pissed off no mood fuck SSM

2008-04-29T23:59:00.003+08:00

1st day of school today pretty okay.
just that didnt noe the class well.
was constantly waiting for the end of school.
half way thru the last lecture i decided to run,
cos' i know that baby's right outside the school's bustop.
she failed to surprise me too many loopholes haha.
but still, i appreciate what she've done.
Then she helped to extend my earhole hahaha.

So we went arnd looking for my blazer which im gonna need it for tmr's lesson.
Went cityplaza cos some idiots say its available there HAHAHHA.
and they claim that its cheap, $50++
Went there, searched, nothing.
only female's blazers.
Disappointed, went over to town.
Baby was sweaty and tired but she still forced herself to smile widely.
i know of course, so i was constantly saying sorry to her giving her tight bear hugs and big fat kisses while we're at wisma.
Got a $176 blazer from topman and i think it's freaking ex la tmd i feel a pinch in my heart. . .
For my mum. LOL.
Kinda rushed, so we ate beef horfun(favourite) and beef fried rice before heading to waringinpark.
After all today was great, had fun, lotsa plannings for the near future, post-o's.
Cant wait, really.

Hoped that she's fine after she got home.
And yes, she went home safely.
Today's post kinda boring but i just wanto say something,
so sincere,
coming right from the bottom of my heart.

Chantelle, youre my hotstuffgirlfriend.
However bad our past may be, please have trust in me.
im so into you, and im glad that i've got you.
Thou the road that youre taking are rocky right now.
I'll be here for you to count on, whenever you need.
Favourite girl, would you stay with me for as long as possible?
i love you and i'll love you even more.

2008-04-29T01:27:00.004+08:00

What is wrong with these days ah srsly.

Its so damn hot/humid and it kills good mood.

didnt go to school today, wasnt feeling well enuff to go.
thou its the "1stday" of school, at least for me haha.
i'll attend school tmr i promise !
i dont really like school, ):

Sleep till 3.30pm today, slept at 1230am last night.
so, 14hrs and im tired now alr zzz
ytd wasnt a good day, trust me and im sorry.

fringe-less, humid day.

studying srsly siol!

Lastly, my drama queen and this is why she's cute.

met baby at 4.30pm and we had lunch,

then went over to mac redhill to study.

yes she did study, pretty well despite the fact then she always wanto have fun before studying.

Left at 930 and she didnt had a goodday with her dad.
but she's fine now so im relieved.
and she studied again while i dota.
but still accompany her thruout the lonely night and we multitasked.

she study and talk to me, i dota and kiap the phone on my neck.

neckz breakingz.

HAHA.

so she's off to bed alr hope she do well for chemistry paper tmr.

althou you keep complaining that im the first and most irritating bf that keep forcing u to study and get angry at you if you dont,

IM STILL GONNA DO SO DUMMY.
12 POINTS YOU PROMISED, WIN ME BY ONE PLS.

k la shudnt be irritating alr and i can foresee our days after o's.

everything is possible then, so bear with it, love.

happy days are coming, time will pass fast.

i love you, chantelleQ.

2008-04-27T14:43:00.002+08:00

Woooo passed my 2nd practical alr.
and apparently they love to fail ppl la but nvm i shall prevail.
Went gym right after and i'm pretty tired now
lack of slp last night again.

Ytd was saturday.
As usual, long day with belovedgirl.
she's really cute, even my friends say so hahaha.
Cute in a dumb dumb way thou.
went alot places, friends got me belated gift.
A carbon-paintwork helmet pretty cool.
before that we went to this shop that's empty and when we leave the shop we know the reason why it's empty.
The uncle super gian lui and got attitude problem.
fucking moron, before we even try on he asked for the money.
So we went to another shop cos there's so much substitutes arnd we need not get it from him.
Got a shirt for another friend as an belated gift too.
Afterall, she bonded well with them althou at the end of the day she wasnt very happy.

Going to watch bball match later, after the match end den travel down to PP to accompany her study.
missed her pretty bad ):

Also, SSM sucks big time now i have to cut my hair to damn short, as well as dying it to black.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2008-04-25T23:58:00.004+08:00

Hohoho been spending quite alot of time with baby this week.
at least a few hrs each day.
and know what?
Tmr will be saturday heh!
and we'll be going out with my friends.
My friends and her can click so well mayb becos they're as spastic and they frequency is the same =/
thats a good thing hahaha.

I had a mere 3 hrs of slp last night, and woke up at 530am for the fucking SSM.
and sad to say, i kana scold like hell la.
long hair, coloured hair, but i think he likes me la thats why he scold me for awhile only.
irresistable i know, i attract gays ^^
Was complaining how slow the time passed the whole day, while on the other hand baby keep telling me how fast time can pass and ZOOM.
12am and its a new day alr.

With 3 hrs slp, and stood for 5 hrs straight without sitting.
i went to training.
surprisingly, i think im back on track alr.
even headcoach say so damn happy now la.
now i dont have to worry about performing badly when baby come to watch my match during may.
im so high now!
enthu now!
and also, damn tired now. . .

Baby say she can pass chinese MYE, miraculously la.
so i shall conclude.
tmr will be a superwet day.
(sound so wrong but who fuckign cares?)
HAHAHA

2008-04-22T22:59:00.003+08:00

See see didnt i tell you that we'll make it up for the days we didnt meet whenever we meet ^^

anw anw i passed my 1st practical ytd woo boosted my morale.
and i went further then what i shud actually be taking.
took with the retakers, and i passed while some of the retakers failed again hahaha.

So, went to gym at noon today, right after that rush down to goodmanroad to pick her up.
Actually wanted to go parkway study, but thinking that we'll bang into esther again, we decided to go Tampinesmall instead.
Had my 1st meal there, and then placed our asses at Kfc for hours.

So this is what i do when she study

Random picture but i think that my arms and shoulders are too big for my body(actually its the camera angle la hor?)

i said she's seksy so she try to act seksy while drinking milo

neh neh prove, that she'd studied.

Studied for 2 hours or 3?

Then we left kfc and took bus 28 home.

Its a freaking long bus cos after 10 mins we still find ourselves at tampines.

The bus ride are fun, comfortable and all.

We a moment of 1stime together again hahaha.

send her home and took a train home.

and the pancake chinawoman pissed me off, still baby risk her life to call me when im angry,

which cheered me up.

meeting againt tmr so happy, and exams start on thursday -.-

Sat she'll be watching me play soccer heh heh.

School's starting soon, how sad.

wonder how my classmates will be like.

ah, sad.

2008-04-21T01:15:00.003+08:00

Timbuk2!

So Numboys got me this bag, which i wanted.

So happy !

So now baby and i got the same bag just that the colour is different.

We can swap with each other whenever we're bored of our own colour.

and Green is nice la.

Today is a nothing-much-day.

Gymmed in the morning then went for work alr.

Didnt really contact babe much today.

kinda sorry about it.

By the time i got home she's alr aslp and sigh, this is currently the kinda of rship i can give.

Tmr gonna wake up early for my bike practical.

After that will be gyming again.

but i'll be home early to accompany baby.

And baby study hard, you can do it manxz.

O's is peanuts la srsly.

i'm behind you all the way kkk.

and yea i think blogger is so much better compared to Lj hahaha somebody's regreting alr i can feel it.

2008-04-20T01:51:00.003+08:00

Face so jiao but still. . .

So happy today.

Got an Ipod nano from Xiangwei, Joey and Darren.

Hahah thanks ah gay buddies, love you all.

So baby came over in the morning and tmd we wasted 5 hrs sleeping together instead of dotaing and dane cook-ing.
Woke up at 3 and bathed and rushed out of house to meet the 3 gay boys.
Was late, and we dine at bugis V8.
Food was good price damn cheap.
good place to eat heh.
i think baby and i are gluttons la.
After V8, she wanted bananacrumbles for dessert again but i was too full cause i had pussyfoot for drinks.
(sound wrong again, but neh mind)
^^ heh baby.

Went over to Haji lane cos gayboys wanted to shop.
Joey was on shopping spree today.
Spent so much, tsk, rich man siol.
Had ice cream at Pluck and was darn nice.
The lady there also see us handsome, give us some privilegde like.
2scoops consist of 4 flavours hahaha!
Time passed pretty fast and darren Ps us,
We went on hiking then, from haji to Suntec.
The sinking mud was pretty fun honestly.
HAHAHA.

Send her home, i home-d.
We dota-ed, 4 of us got owned.
But still, Pretty happy after all.
Dont you agree B?

Lastly, Xiangwei's English = ownage.
"hi ,got bill?"
ROFLMAO!
Tmr gym ah kkk dont angry !

Anyway, 1st bike practical is on monday !
so excited manxzzxz.
Oh, my timetable was pretty okay too.
Class 2H12
i will begin to love thurs soon cos its just an 2 hrs day.
but friday sucksshits.
And this coming week of school, im gonna pon!
cos theres no tuts so cool !

Hahaha goodnights im so happy im gonna have an happy dream tonight.

2008-04-18T00:43:00.006+08:00

Some pictures from yesterdayssss. . .

"Stop taking picture of me hor!"

"wa fuck the green tea suck!"

"Please baby. . ."

Okay above quotes are not real, i just crapped them out hahaha.

hohoho Birthday is over alrrrrrr how sad.
however i still spent a fruitful day with baby.
Went to enroll this morning, was pretty excited but damn i think i'll take my time in taking the license,
need moolah ):

spending my birthday with you is something nice, and i would like to do so every year, with you baby.
Dont worry about not being able to give me a wonderful birthday becos i understand what you're going through now and today was greatttttt enough alr!
Sorry for having moodswings today becos the goddamn weather is so freaking disturbia.
thanks for having the patience in cheering me, really.
And leaving your "heart on my sleeves", i think it's god damn sweet of you la.
(: (:
i'll wear it for a long time k k k!

i love you, for being ever so nice to me baby.
And i'll wait for next year's birthday, la.
Before that, it's saturday first.
and ure so damn irritating today, cos you know. . .
@%!@^

So i made a promise to coach, thats to get back to where i once were, on the basketball court.

im pretty tired alr.

And tmr is work+training day.

Training, imma put in more effort for sure!

Babyless day tmr, but saturday gonna be fun.

As usual.

2008-04-17T01:58:00.002+08:00

ah im lazy for photos but nvm nvm tmr for sure!

So so so, im 18 alr hahahah finally!!!
kyk is legal-ed.
and fucking hell im going to enrol my bike tmr morning cant wait cant wait.
and i'll be meeting baby right after that and we're gonna have fun.
it's fine cause going anywhere with u is nice enough alr.
but still, i'll anticipate for next year's birthday kkk.

hahaha think i shud blog more tmr as tmr will be a happy day !

and oh, presents?
HAHAHA!

2008-04-14T22:22:00.002+08:00

One of the most irritating thing in the world is that. . .
Your birthday is coming in 3 days time yet you just fell. . . Sick.
But look on the bright side uh, mayb it's one of the early presents you've received!
Package of fever, cold, and Laosai.
heh heh heh.

However fun today may be, i'll blog tmr.
pictures many many tmr.
(:

I thought i was a Superman.
But baby could make superman's legs go so so weak.
Oh, You're the legendary wonderwoman right, hor?

i love you baby, much much.

2008-04-14T00:06:00.002+08:00

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this is how much i missed you when i dont see you for one day.
its 5hrs away to seeing you.
so i shall faster bathe and jump on bed and fall aslp.
cant wait cant wait cant wait.
@^$#&$%*%^(

2008-04-13T01:34:00.005+08:00

First thing first, thank you baby for the nice present.

i like it alot heh.

(neh neh the present up there in the pictures.)

ahhh bazaar wasnt as great as we expected.

partly becos of the heavy rain.

So didnt really walk around the school,

or even win some prize for B ):

So left school at around 4pm and headed home to take bath cos she was so so whiny when she's irritated by a certain thing-.-

okay la me too la-.-

So after that, took long busrides over to tampines Ikea.

(queensway got dontwant go la. . .)

becos she haven't been there before haha.

Very crowded, managed to get our seats thanks to her friends.

so we freaking queue up like hungrybastards and order quite alot.

walao eh the meatballs are fucking owning man

so i didnt really give a damn when the cashier returned me some LOOSECHANGE.

okay no link, only baby noes haha.

After dinner went over to tampmall and it was alr 10pm! time passed so fast lorrrrrr.

before heading to tamp we were saying we've 5hrs with each other so, weeelax la.

end up, we only managed to have dinner together, cos logn busrides took away all our time.

However busrides' fun, lotsa stuffs to talk about too.

And oh baby please get so high just like today often okay!

i like, thou ure freaking irritating and i feel like kicking you in your fat arse right at Ikea.

you wait, monday monday!

imma make you so . . . . . .

Argh, whatever.

i think i needa get some sleep fucking tired on this fucking night alr.

so, imma fucking go off alr.
-------

i love you baby, thank you for being here in my life.

i appreciate every thing you do.

and you mean every lil thing to me.

and i feel, we're getting better in this rship as days go by.

So hang on, we'll make a great pair.

2008-04-12T00:59:00.006+08:00

Happy First month baby~

Truly amazed by how fast time could pass.

Or mayb, how fast time can pass when im with you.

Every seconds just tick, tick and tick away till seconds become minutes and minutes become hours.

And, the day will finally ends.

Honestly, it truly sucks.

Can time just move a tiny weeny bit slower, so that i can enjoy every moment with you?

It was just like yesterday when we came out for the first time, met up with one of my friend named Bui.

And today, its your second time meeting him and its already, our 1st month?

It's the 12th of April, ALREADY.

and since the 12th of March, i've been a happy boy.

I've never felt so happy, so satisfied with my life for a long time alr.

This time, even with so many unfortunate happenings around me, i stil feel so happy about my life, my current life.

I'm happy, glad, to have you with me for this short period of time.

Yeah, short.

But this is just the beginning don't you agree baby?

We'll have plenty more to come.

You've given me so many happy moments in this short period of time,

but i wont thank you for them alright?

if i do, i'll be too busy thanking you instead of making you a happy girl.

One month passed by so quickly, so fast.

Months will come fast, and soon years too.

And very very soon, we'll both become adolescence.

Like how fast we've both grown since 4 years back till now.

Till then, will you still be with me?

i love you.

P.s: baby's creating a Livejournal.

the main motive for that is for me to read Locked posts heh.

So to conclude, baby's LJ is mine !

(sound so wrong, but, Nehmind!)

2008-04-11T02:05:00.006+08:00

Dear Chante,

Baby, you're more than what i need.

Trust me, i love you more than how much you thought i did.

And i'll be around, till you're sick of me.

-K

2008-04-09T00:04:00.002+08:00

parkway is for boring people like Esther.

okay that was yesterday haha.
Today is another happy day cos' spending/wasting time with thegirl is so happening.
She's irritating cos she doesnt wanto study but she said she will study from now onwards.
She's irritating cos she's bad at keeping a secret, such as buying someone's gift.
Afterall, she's lovely.
Lovely becos of many many many many reasons.

gotta keep this post short so imma conclude:

baby and i got so much things to do, especially after o's and near future.
And we're both excited becos of those things.

ah im off and imma see her on thurs.
p.s: spendingtime with her can make me dumb.

2008-04-08T01:01:00.002+08:00

had a nice sleep after a long time.
woke up and hurried so that i can see baby fastttt.
thought that it's been a long time since i last took a cab from home till Cch, so i tried.
ahhhh missed those days.
okay, so waited for her and she didnt fulfil her 'promise'!
but neh mind i still love you, Hor.
Went over to parkway(again), to have our lunch and we were hungrrrrry like sai.
ate, walked around and travelled over to waringinpark.
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i've known her for 4 years,
Since she was er, 12, till she's 16 now.
and today is the 1st time i ever stepped into her house.
Time really fly!
and her dad made me Tensionzxzxz. -.-
took some pictures, crapped abit, watched some clips.
And they're off to study.
i'm so happy that im having my Hols and they're jealous about it.
ha and Czen's so cute!
She called me superman and did that, gek bicep pattern shit to me hahahah!
Cant help it la baby, sorry uh made u jealous cos i only teach her work~
oh oh, i wos teh teacher today okaye!
monitored the two of them and make sure they did their work muaha.

Baby told me previously that, she cant meet me often for this coming weeks due to midyrs,
she wanted to study.
yet just now she complained that we're only be able to see each other on Sat, which is 6days from now.
So i'll be going over to parkway(AGAIN!) to accompany her study while i read my book.
i do read okay! thou it's a book based on hooking up and seduction. xD

And she's getting her nuu bag sooner than me.
nuu bag eh nuu bag.
p.s: nuu=new
Sorry baby dont kill me when u see this post!
haahhaha, nuu way of posting marhxzxz.

okay okay im off and imma happy boy today.

the world doesnt matter to me,
and i'll give everything just to breathe,
the same air as you breathe.
i cant take my eyes off you.

2008-04-06T07:36:00.002+08:00

wtf is wrong with me these days.
i sleep early and wake up bloody early too.
last night, 12 am till 5am.
zzzz its miserable, being tired but not able to sleep.
so i woke up, textzz baby and played dota.
going to bathe soon and to prepare for my long and tiring day.
hope i doesnt forget anything that i'm supposed to bring along.
so now im tired, and irritated.

anyway, im anticipating for 6 days later, and 11days later heehaw!
like, seriously! i think imma come up with a wishlist soon heh heh.

sometimes im so frustrated at some things.
at everything.
but luckily, i still have you with me.

its 740am and ure not awake you lazzzzy fattyz!
and can we fast-forward till your post-o's . . .

2008-04-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

picture-less post today.
for pictures, please go to girlfriend's blog hahaha.

anw im so tired so imma blog briefly and my head is giddy its goes thud thud thud.

Today is a happy happy day.
(every time we meet will be happy happy la)
but yar today more happy, more laughters, more dissing, so fun.
and what, girlfriend is so fucking impatient hahahaha!
cant wait for surprises, louseeeeee.
So. got her a cam, a HVN slippers, in advanced.
but still, happy can alr la orh.
yar lar becos she hit the time target of 15mins lol lol lol.

i think town is a damn boring place and we shud go to the west side or north side more often.

oh oh we're going to get the same bag, from Timbuk2.
so excited.
and i cant wait for my bday to come its gonna be so fun.
ahhh whatever i really needa go to slp alr ...

oh baby, czen is so much cuter and prettier in real life hahah.
i like her, alot! heh.

okay im off tmr is a packed day.
After bball straight go gym den straight go work.
and fuck, next week im so free, only work on sunday so pissed!

goodbye.

2008-04-03T21:53:00.002+08:00

Baby gave me the surprise today!
it was a 30pages small notebook, containing photos of us and cute lil notes.
i think this is the 1st gift that i've ever received in my entire life so far,
with so much love and effort in it. .
i like it alot, really, thanks :)
So she wants me to carry whereever i go, so whenever i miss her i'll see her spastic cute face in that lil notebook especially the LAST page bwaha.

Met her infront of cch schoolgate.
and i get to see esther's husky its like so much cuter then her.
Travelled to Suntec from there, lunched at Pastamania then went over to esplanade Art's cafe and she studied for an hour.
not conducive, but i finished reading alot chapters of my "storybook".

Nthg much today, but we're anticipating for Saturday.
We're always happy on Saturdays cos' i'll be fullshift together.
Soccer Match at 9am and gona rushhhhhhhhhhh over to meet her.

Thats about it :D

thank you baby for being here, whenever i needed you.
Not just now, but from years ago.
thank you, and i would very much give you my whole heart,
to make you feel so special.
Just like how you made me feel the same.
lets hold hands, and walk this road thats so damn long.
i love you.

2008-04-01T23:24:00.004+08:00

Happy april's fool!
once a year eh, like new year lidat so must spend the day joyfully ma hor.
so yes i did, pranked a few, including baby hahaha.

Esther was shocked last night, bwaha
then, i made baby sad today by saying all those sad but fake things.
when she really took it srsly i told her "Happy april's fool" bwaha
by then she alr sad and angry alr hahaha, so gave her surprise lorrrrrr.
And i was really dumb enough to be conned by her 10mins later, thinking what she said was real and all and i totally forgot about april's fool irritating.
angry~

Today's a fun day.
met up with a joker and shuhua in the evening to celebrate the joker's bday.
we're like trying to make chance for them, match make them.
that joker is so tall so nice so goodlooking(right baby?)
and i think shuhua look so good just next to him hahahaha!

Took busride home with baby, after forcing the two of them to take a diff bus thou shuhua and B stay the same area hahaha.
Usual route home, usual fun and dissing.
Rship with smiles and laughters are so much better!
so why must we quarrel lorrrr.
lets minimise ogay?!

alright im off to game with baby im so happy im so happy
happy to the extent that i might go pierce smiley for her soon.
gahhh just joking !
maybe not?

irritatingz.

whatever i said to you today, the situation.
wont ever happen in reality, in the future.
cause you, im just too happy with you.
listen, my heart is beating for you.
yes, it is.

2008-03-30T23:19:00.010+08:00

pictures from the past 3 days!

just a few pictures of the 50+ laaaaa.

i think my memory is damn bad therefore i think i needa blog daily,

so that at least when my memory fails one day, i can come online for memory.

didnt blog for 3 days becos of . . .

of what ah!?

forgot but yar, met girlfriend for the past 3 days.

ytd and today was like, 15mins visit cos we're both working in town area.

she's nice enough to throw packets of candy to me so as to clear her goods.

she's nice enough to wait for my break and accompany me just for 15mins.

althou she's irritating at times i still think that she's damn cute.

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we stay pretty far from each other and each time we meet we have to travel alot,

from tiongbahru to kembangan, kembangan to tiongbahru,

to and fro. . .

but who cares man distance and time is just trivial matters in a rship.

We're happy like this, and we hope we can stay like this for very long.
ahhh all in all, my girlfriend is damn nice/cute/sweet and i love her alot.

and i hope, she'll love me as much too.

and heart to heart talks,

will make things better,

will build up trust and faith.

and we can believe each other, right baby?

2008-03-27T02:22:00.005+08:00

So beautiful yet. . .

she's in a rship whereby her bf's commitments crashed with her lifestyle. . .

This love may be imperfect, but thats the best i can give, currently.
diff stage of life, diff lifestyle, diff point of view, diff topics.
is this like, too tough for her?

youre right, i can easily adapt to all these.
but not you.
Sometimes im insensitive, wanting things to go my way so that you'll benefit eventually.
but i end up ignoring your needs and wants.
ah so sorry.

All in all, if there's love between us,
it will bring us through right.

i'd do anything just to let you know i love you.